Brain dump #3,000,000
Why do I feel like I need someone to protect me?
I feel like it is dad-related. It probably always has been. My whole life. And when I met John Hill in college, he became my family, and he did his best to protect me for a huge chunk of my life. He died like a decade ago, and we only had about 6 months back together as family after a years-long ( Read more... )
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*hug!*
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I'm the kind of person who has always desired a protector, because it's so hard always being the strong one, yet have been abandoned by too many of the important men in my life to trust anyone enough anymore. It's a painful, exhausting conundrum. The term "Alpha Sub" describes me to a "T".
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I completely understand. I, too, want to feel protected and have been let down so many times that I simply don't trust most (even those I love) to do so. It is hard and I see you and I get you. *HUGS*
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Oh and glad you are OK :-) I'd be worried if you couldn't articulate all of this.
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