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i really want to get into the things i think i'll love.
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more experimentation
i'm going to actually try this. i am going to try to be a vegetarian, except maybe a pescetarian, or whatever they're called. i'll still eat fish. but no real meat. i learned how bad it is for the environment.
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one two step
im back and feel pretttyyy shitty right now. hopefully a new day 2moro w/ friends will be happy. hopefully i still remember how to interact with people my own age and have a sense of humour ( Read more... ) -
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this has been a really lousy couple of days. what started out as a nice monday ended with two days of real, in your face fear. now that im finally over that fear, i feel like ive gained weight with all the stress ive been under, even though i worked out yesterday for an hour or more, but ive been so lazy today, getting over my fear, being tired, ( Read more... ) -
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i know its paranoia and pms, but i cant help obsessing over this. i wish i could take it back, what i said. im so afraid. its so scary. im so afraid and im full of regret. -
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Twilight by Dexter Freebish
Pop Game by Josh Kelley -
dorms?
I'm starting to get worried about putting Jewett down as my first choice dorm. Sure, the location/dining hall is excellent, but that is where the partyers go. I mean sure I have a good chance I'll end up wiht a great roomate, but what if I end up with the one bitchy person at Whitman?! It's so social there and everything. What if I'm not social ( Read more... ) -
dont read this, okay.
im going to try this and speak from my heart here. maybe you should just blame the hormones, but something isn't right. i guess i did something wrong along the way, and i dont know how to fix it. a couple weeks ago i thought i was really popular but i guess not. i hope in about a week i will be happier, but im sorry if whatever i did was wrong. i ( Read more... )
