aiden stayed the night away from me last night for the first time in seventeen months. you would think i would have gone out and lived it up, but no...after work i was so freakin' tired that the only thing i could do was go to bed ( Read more... )

honestly ( Read more... )

why not update twice in one day ( Read more... )

love it when the teacher doesn't show up for class ( Read more... )

standing on my balcony,
the lights pulse across the highway.
lights that are far away, separated by fields
representing houses,
streets,
people sleeping, cooking, making babies,
fighting over bills...
never ending lights
radiating florescent beams down onto
the roads home
nobody ever went there that didn't know the way.

i'm not tired. it's not really late yet, but i'm not close to being tired. i'm all hyped up on sugar. i'm thinking about doing some yoga to calm down. i'm sad ( Read more... )

got off work early at lunch so i could fill out my fafsa, even though i was supposed to fill that thing out over a month ago. oh well, better late than ( Read more... )

hello eric ( Read more... )

so i'm pretty much just sitting in class waiting to die...literally...because this test is going to kill me. i suck at excel. it's like the most retarded program ever invented. fuck excel, that's what i say ( Read more... )

haven't posted in awhile. i had a nice spring break. the first nice spring break that i've had in many years. today was like being thrown into a swimming pool in january. it's so hard to go from slow to fast just like that. work was insane. everybody apparently got stupid over the weekend and needed an adjustment/therapy ( Read more... )