Because I Forgot How to Custom Name Your LJ Cuts
Today father gave brandon and I a present. "Oh, now nice and random of him! I bet the present is very sweet." Well, I guess it's alright, it can't foster any growth of maturity, though. And what was behind door number ln(23.4)? Sports Illustrated Swimsuit Edition. Now, what did I go ahead and say when we received said gift? "I like that swimsuit, especially the color," and I can see myself saying that quite easily -- this time it was a joke though. No one got the sarcasm. Mark one "family thinks Tyler has homosexual leanings" one the Board of Misunderstandings.
One redeeming factor points family away from thinking that?? Girlfriends. Oh, not just the every so often girlfriend, I've had a girlfriend for just about all of highschool. Why? This is what I am attempting to analyze in this entry (although I have no "plan," I'm thinking as I write.)
To start the process I am to list possible reasons why one has a girlfriend and asses the validity of such statements as they pertain to me.
1.) For sexual encounters - Analysis: No
Reasons: I had not even kissed my first three girlfriends. Sexual encounters get the body racing, filling and emptying it with nerve-ending "passions." I've never laid much merit with the human body. It's tendency to guide the thought patterns of your aquaintances makes it a tricky, and overall negative thing. The human body, can (by standards both convential and unconventional ) be beautiful and graceful and downright amazing, I understand this. But does the body force your heart to fold upon itself, crush itself, or build itself up? In my experience, no. Sexual encounters do not give relationships merit.
2.) (See Above) To cover up - Analysis: No
homosexuality
Reasons: Each of the girls I gone out with, I felt that I've had a bond with - a true and loving bond. Homosexuals males pursue relationships with males, and, in my opinion, sexual encounters do not (standing alone) give relationships merit, so let me speak of emotional connections. I have had no deep rooted emotional connections with any males, I have had some with girls, therefore, to the best of my knowledge, I'm straight. (Breath easily mum and dad)
3.) To impress others - Analysis: No
Reasons: Let's just say other's don't concern me to the point where I would have to make my fellow human beings into mere tools. Anyone who does is deplorable.
4.) Because you like/love them - Analysis: Yes
Reasons: Difference between like and love. I'm not sure, I'm really not. I cannot, with any certainty, if my relationships have been both or either, and, to tell the truth, I believe that I shall live the rest of my life questioning what love is. Let me just say whatever I have had (and have) is good. But the people you go out with come and drop away. You fall in and out of grace with so many people that way. Oh, no only the girls, but the social circles that dating said girls somewhat forces you into. People are amazing and interesting, but before you get to learn about them your ties the social circles you get slamed into get cut. Sad, I know. Meeting and interacting with new people is invigorating, dating can help you find these new people, but dating is an unstable bond. Any gale of events can topple what you have built with a singular girl. So, seeking stability can help new relationships to last which means you should meet these new people on your own. Dating restricts this. Why? Girls are jealous, (not all of course, but some are, as with guys) and they have the right to be. Everyone fears losing something they are dear to. This jealousy and fear restricts who you can associate with. Some girls also do not like venturing out of their circle of friends, and also think you should always be with them, forcing you to remain in that circle also. Are singluar relationships worth sacrificing many? I'm not sure. But the bond of love is a powerful thing, very special, and wonderful to experience. So wonderful, in fact, that I have cherished it these four years.
I like singular relationships. I like meeting many new friends. I'm not sure which is better. I have no regrets about my relationships. (Hahah, Elizabeth breath easily.)
One redeeming factor points family away from thinking that?? Girlfriends. Oh, not just the every so often girlfriend, I've had a girlfriend for just about all of highschool. Why? This is what I am attempting to analyze in this entry (although I have no "plan," I'm thinking as I write.)
To start the process I am to list possible reasons why one has a girlfriend and asses the validity of such statements as they pertain to me.
1.) For sexual encounters - Analysis: No
Reasons: I had not even kissed my first three girlfriends. Sexual encounters get the body racing, filling and emptying it with nerve-ending "passions." I've never laid much merit with the human body. It's tendency to guide the thought patterns of your aquaintances makes it a tricky, and overall negative thing. The human body, can (by standards both convential and unconventional ) be beautiful and graceful and downright amazing, I understand this. But does the body force your heart to fold upon itself, crush itself, or build itself up? In my experience, no. Sexual encounters do not give relationships merit.
2.) (See Above) To cover up - Analysis: No
homosexuality
Reasons: Each of the girls I gone out with, I felt that I've had a bond with - a true and loving bond. Homosexuals males pursue relationships with males, and, in my opinion, sexual encounters do not (standing alone) give relationships merit, so let me speak of emotional connections. I have had no deep rooted emotional connections with any males, I have had some with girls, therefore, to the best of my knowledge, I'm straight. (Breath easily mum and dad)
3.) To impress others - Analysis: No
Reasons: Let's just say other's don't concern me to the point where I would have to make my fellow human beings into mere tools. Anyone who does is deplorable.
4.) Because you like/love them - Analysis: Yes
Reasons: Difference between like and love. I'm not sure, I'm really not. I cannot, with any certainty, if my relationships have been both or either, and, to tell the truth, I believe that I shall live the rest of my life questioning what love is. Let me just say whatever I have had (and have) is good. But the people you go out with come and drop away. You fall in and out of grace with so many people that way. Oh, no only the girls, but the social circles that dating said girls somewhat forces you into. People are amazing and interesting, but before you get to learn about them your ties the social circles you get slamed into get cut. Sad, I know. Meeting and interacting with new people is invigorating, dating can help you find these new people, but dating is an unstable bond. Any gale of events can topple what you have built with a singular girl. So, seeking stability can help new relationships to last which means you should meet these new people on your own. Dating restricts this. Why? Girls are jealous, (not all of course, but some are, as with guys) and they have the right to be. Everyone fears losing something they are dear to. This jealousy and fear restricts who you can associate with. Some girls also do not like venturing out of their circle of friends, and also think you should always be with them, forcing you to remain in that circle also. Are singluar relationships worth sacrificing many? I'm not sure. But the bond of love is a powerful thing, very special, and wonderful to experience. So wonderful, in fact, that I have cherished it these four years.
I like singular relationships. I like meeting many new friends. I'm not sure which is better. I have no regrets about my relationships. (Hahah, Elizabeth breath easily.)