Today was my day off and I spent it cleaning my room which was in much need. The bathroom was just nasty. My makeup gets everywhere. I am very irritable today my allergies are like gang busters. Its awful I can't stop sneezing at all. I think I am going to go out to Barons pub out in Suffolk. They have cheap beers and it's Monday night so I know I ( Read more... )

I went to the doctor and I am back up to 168. I tried to convince her that the excessive snot in my nose was to blame for the extra weight but she didn't subscribe to my theory. She said it might have had something to do with the 3 days worth of buffet eating I’ve been subjected to this week in Richmond. Apparently hotels only provide carbohydrate- ( Read more... )

I'm home and very sick ( Read more... )

I guess I stand corrected in the whole to nipple or not to nipple thing after seeing a big picture of Janet’s nipple courtesy of lori311Lori. I did like the ring though.

I want to go dancing. I spent the day with Fran talking and laughing. I just really want to go to a club and dance. I want to go down to Peabodys and just fucking DANCE. I even went to Kelly's in Suffolk today. I went in the afternoon so nobody i knew would be there. Its okay, not that nice but its Suffolk so i guess its good for Suffolk ( Read more... )

I am due for an update but it will have to be later today. I know you guys look so forward to reading my journal but I haven't felt up to it. Things have been all bad for two weeks and I have all but fallen off my diet and gained all my weight back. I quit my job and my breast reduction was denied. Plus to add insult to injury my windshield on my ( Read more... )

With super bowl coming up there is in your face advertising for products like Doritos, which I love. It’s probably the one chip I could eat all day and I am not a chip eater. I have been thinking about bean dip a lot lately. Bean dip is the stable to any man gathering and based on the ingredients of bean dip I think it’s totally acceptable on my ( Read more... )

Dieting is addictive 164.2 said the scale this morning.

who's the pimp that hit 165? that's me that’s me. Yea baby. It was an unexpected surprise. I ate a half a Butterfinger bar today too but it was only so that it would give me enough energy for my 1 hour work out in which I ran two miles and burned 300 calories to compensate for the eating of the Butterfinger. plus I did sit-ups and worked out on my ( Read more... )

I have zero energy its horrible. I don't even have enough energy to lift my arms. I can live without bread no prob, carbs are a cinch I can not however, live without sugar. Yesterday I took a bite of a Butterfinger bar and threw it back in the freezer and hauled ass to work. I called Kathryn because I felt so guilty and she said I should have eaten ( Read more... )