ok so i was happy and nothing and i mean nothing was making me sad or mad...then all of a sudden today...i got sad...
i dunno if it was her stupid comment which she left on purpose knowing it would get to me or if it is just everything
the love of my life fell asleep today and i was just staring at him thinking about things.
i heart him so much..
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" I'm not calling for a second chance, i'm screaming at the top of my voice.
give me reason but dont give me choice, cause i'll just make the same mistake again..."

watched Walk Hard with the love of my life
:)
spent all thursday with him
went to yuma to my friends apartment
then to the stores
then to eat
then to the movies
i heart him
then friday worked ( Read more... )

*i was born to tell you i love you*

so i slept through xmas and through new years...
oh well
work is ok
vacation from school
my honey bunny and i are doing ok
i miss him he misses me
we miss each other
but we are doing great right now..
hope it lasts
if im not with him or his family im sleeping
ive been so tired lately
my little cousin thinks im having a baby
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im watching one of my fave movies: now and then...
anyways last time i posted i put sadness...
and well its still pretty much the same i guess...
the love of my life doesnt love me back..
and i dont really talk to my mom or aunt
i live with a friend...
and i need to find an apartment
work sucks...
but i have a smile on my face :)
cause im trying to look at ( Read more... )

sadness!!!

hey there
wow havent been here in 17 weeks...
crunk
well what can i say?
school
work
boyfriend
friends
sd
imperial
target
sdsu
bobby
hello kitty
* the end*

Im on a break from the bad stuff....
plans for upcoming months:
move with sal to an apartment or house...
finish school!!!
go to summer school
get another job so i can have 2
fall deeper in love
have fun....
be smarter
not want to kick everyones ass all the time
not be all rude 
be happy
move to yuma......
or san diego
*rock on*

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i give up on everything
this weekend was the worst ever...
yet saturday nite and sunday made up for it
but it wasnt enough to forget everything
im tired of everything
since when have i been the kind of girl that wants to fight everyone?
wants to throw shit at people...
or wants to kick their ass?
i ( Read more... )

sooo its that time again!
RECAP OF THE YEAR 2006:
missing my dad
love
hate
cheating
sad
happy 
sad
new friends
old friends
stripjoints
alcohol
alcohol
sad
happy
happy
josh javi
amanda juan
crying
crying
dont talk to family
no puppy
no vibe
no money
still have job
got promoted
got a cool new boss
juarez
no juarez
juarez
liz
religion
miss cousins
bad tires
school boring
sad
mom moves ( Read more... )

i miss him :( 
he went to visit his family in some place in mexico
i heart hanging out with his family
i heart hanging out with him
i heart going on trips with them
i heart going to the movies or dinner with them
i heart making food with them
i heart it all

sooooo lately been working
school is over for the year..
i passed all my classes
yay
so work is ok.....
i ( Read more... )