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english is interfering with my life!!!
yay only 2 more days

he is still staying here
which is good cause that way im not alone
my mum is hardly here anymore.
:(
she leaves early and gets home late
im happy for her but im sad
i miss my dad
ive been cooking alot lately
and eating... :( i think im gaining weight again ...

hmm this weekend went to irish ( Read more... )

i soooo wanted to go to that game and kick someones ass....but he didnt let me
and well i dunno now that i think about it she is 18 and stupid. 
and i am 20 and i need to ignore everything they say cause they are young and dont know any better
so i guess i wont fight...
i'd probably get my ass kicked but i dont care. haha
anyways
ive learned to live with ( Read more... )

im poor!!!
i had all kinds of money
i dont know where it went
well most of it to my stupid car payment...
he has been staying over even though he has a place to live already
got in 2 arguements but we learned to stop them before they get out of hand
i was supposed to go to a baseball game 
against dillards and target 
but they told  me not to go cause ( Read more... )

ok so i am a firm believer of payback/karma.
so i guess im getting what i deserve.
so i am okay with my bf who went out with girls
because once upon a time i was young and stupid and i believed someones lies and they had a gf
so it had to happen to me sooner or later.
once a cheater always a cheater
so im not going to think things are good
but i will ( Read more... )

sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ( Read more... )

just go to sleep and when u wake up everything will be ok ( Read more... )

Currently:
eating- chocolate and caramel cake (made it in the microwave...lazy)
reading- Patterns for College Writing (have to for online class)
writing- essay on why famous dave's is my favorite place to eat...
wearing- shorts and a bra...
drinking- water
thinking- im getting fatter...
texting- juan

We always remember the good things more than the bad

k so ( Read more... )

Vete ya ( Read more... )

i dont know ive been down lately
questioning everything i do and everyone i talk to
i dont want to make the wrong choices for the rest of my life
im afraid of everything i do now
for the past month ive had a lot of people around me yet ive felt sooooo alone
there was no one to connect with
i know my friends care about me 
cause they would get mad when i ( Read more... )

everyone is mad at me :(
i wish last nite didnt happen
i went toooo far
no more.....i was supposed to go tonite but im not.
juan and jason and amanda are mad
i dont blame them im mad at myself 
dude this break up made me become this person i hate
every one said im all rude and drunk all the time now
i hate it
i hate who i am right now
my mum is soooooooooo ( Read more... )