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Fuckity fucking fuck fuck!!!!!!!!!
Usually the horror stories with wedding planning is that it's the mother-in-law that is the difficult one -- the one who wants everything to be done her way or she won't pay for the wedding. I've heard plenty of those stories.
But no. That's not my case. In my case, it's my own mother who is seriously bringing me down. I'm starting to want to pull my own hair out. Today is the day we're going to the wedding show. She's known about it since beginning of January. What does she do? She's going to a last-minute family shindig instead of coming to the wedding show......BUT.....she's been giving me a serious guilt trip for the last few days. "I always dreamed of this day, of going to the wedding show with my daughter but now that won't happen."
FUCK. If it's such a big deal to you, why are you choosing the shindig over me? Really, who's to blame here? I'm getting really tired this bullshit. If it's not one thing, it's another. Mike has already had to sit her down for a one-on-one talk after she kept threatening to not pay for the wedding if I ever got pregnant out of wedlock, or if Mike and I lived together before the wedding.
I have nothing but expletives running through my head right now. This is supposed to be a happy time for me, but somehow my mother has managed to ruin every single wedding aspect to date (except for the time we went wedding dress shopping).
Fucking hell. I should just move in with Mike and get knocked up already. Then there'd be nothing left to freak out over and I can live in peace (more like exile....but it'd still be peaceful).
At least my mother-in-law-to-be is fantastic. She's been through the ranks before, and knows when to speak up and when to let things be. I wish my mother would take some lessons from her.
Usually the horror stories with wedding planning is that it's the mother-in-law that is the difficult one -- the one who wants everything to be done her way or she won't pay for the wedding. I've heard plenty of those stories.
But no. That's not my case. In my case, it's my own mother who is seriously bringing me down. I'm starting to want to pull my own hair out. Today is the day we're going to the wedding show. She's known about it since beginning of January. What does she do? She's going to a last-minute family shindig instead of coming to the wedding show......BUT.....she's been giving me a serious guilt trip for the last few days. "I always dreamed of this day, of going to the wedding show with my daughter but now that won't happen."
FUCK. If it's such a big deal to you, why are you choosing the shindig over me? Really, who's to blame here? I'm getting really tired this bullshit. If it's not one thing, it's another. Mike has already had to sit her down for a one-on-one talk after she kept threatening to not pay for the wedding if I ever got pregnant out of wedlock, or if Mike and I lived together before the wedding.
I have nothing but expletives running through my head right now. This is supposed to be a happy time for me, but somehow my mother has managed to ruin every single wedding aspect to date (except for the time we went wedding dress shopping).
Fucking hell. I should just move in with Mike and get knocked up already. Then there'd be nothing left to freak out over and I can live in peace (more like exile....but it'd still be peaceful).
At least my mother-in-law-to-be is fantastic. She's been through the ranks before, and knows when to speak up and when to let things be. I wish my mother would take some lessons from her.