i should be leaving for work

[muhsbandit]

so i feel like im in a sort of purgatory right now, im not really moving back, but im certainly not moving forward either. at least the hell that was my mental state a few months ago has more or less cleared up (the anxiety attacks are much, much, much less frequent). i still don't know if im ready for school again though, i still can't decide what

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[banino]

It seems to me like you're going through a lot of what I went through when I dropped out two years ago. Working at Winkies man, what stupid shit that was. I worked there for a year after I dropped out. I think what really gave me a kick in the ass to get back to school was when I started my "real" job at Fiserv and I still wasn't really making that much money. I mean it was a lot for me because previously I'd been making nothing, but like I realized that I could totally go to college and do well if I could work this shitty as job. College is easier than that, so I guess I was inspired by the hard work of a "real" job and I realized I wanted an easier job than the jobs available to only a high school graduate. I assume eventually you'll feel that kick in the ass...