pretty much
the only thing
that makes me happy
is
jordan
anthony
miller.

Something I’ve been keeping locked away behind my lips.

I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss.

I couldn’t bear to hurt you but it’s all so different now.

Things that I was sure of they have filled me up with doubt.

( what i'd say )

I got in a wreck Monday.
It wasn't too terrible.
It was just scary.
Mom has to be out of our house by Sunday.
I'm pretty much done packing.
I just have a few more things to box up.
She's got a hell of a lot to do.
Lloyd's going to help us.
Fuck, I love him.

I dislike Christmas.
Because it means coming home.
And missing Lloyd more than usual.
13 days.
And then I'm 18.

( R.I.P )

( wtf mate? )

I'm living in POC.
And completely loving it.
This past weekend was super good.
This weekend coming up will be better.
At least it should.
He's working nights again.
Not so fun.
But it's all ok.
Everything is worth it.

Today is the last home game. My last home game EVER.

Last night, Homeboy came over. To my house. WTF? I put mom in a position where she couldn't say no. And she got really mad about it. But then when he came over, she said she would meet him next time he comes over...so...Dad apparently really likes him. He was talking to Renea and said something ( Read more... )

Update: This boy is going to die.

Last night after the game, all the Varsity boys came and told the band good luck for our contest on Saturday. It was flippin' sweet. (Please excuse the Napoleon Dynomite language; I couldn't help it) It was the cutest thing ever and totally melted my heart.

Headed to motherfucking POC tonight. I cannot wait. I had ( Read more... )