Sometimes when I’m trying to sleep, my heart keeps me awake. Not figuratively, the actual thumping muscle and gushing liquid life force are audible
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I think myself to sleep, I am fascinated by the brain. how the synapse fire, how thoughts appear and disappear, where do I go when I sink into them. some dreams I have feel like waking, then I feel myself as though in pudding struggling towards an unknown surface, then awake again... or am I asleep. who can really tell. The same people exist in both my words. Often the relationships are similar or even the same. They seem real enough to me when I am there. It is here which feels increasingly dreamlike.
I try not to concentrate on the beat of my heat, I would hate to draw attention to it, wonder if I thought it stopped? would it?
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I try not to concentrate on the beat of my heat, I would hate to draw attention to it, wonder if I thought it stopped? would it?
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