Do you wish you didn't care?

[mulaki]

Well, It's been awile since i've placed ANY thoughts in this damn thing. Right now i have no clue what i'm going to do. I feel like crap inside, the reason... nerves right now.

I'm selfish and don't care, as i type it i try and believe it... somehow i wish it were true.

Comments

[beccnigga]

You know Patrick...

sometimes there's absolutely nothing wrong with being a little selfish.

If people spent their entire lives performing selfless acts for other people, then they would be selfless; that is, they would have no sense of self. They wouldn't know what made them happy anymore because the only thing that makes them happy is making OTHER people happy. It sounds noble in theory, sure, but it's only a surface happiness. And what's underneath the surface? Resentment. Boiling, bitter resentment.

It is 100% impossible to make other people happy if you're not making yourself happy. You should always come first in your own life, even before your spouse, children or parents, because you will never succeed in making them happy if you're slipping further into misery every day.

If making yourself happy means telling people no, hurting some feelings, breaking some hearts, taking some names, and even raising your voice, then god damnit DO IT. If someone becomes angry with you because you have the supposed audacity to put yourself

[mulaki]

thank you. I just don't know what to do. It doesn't really matter i guess, at least thats how it feels. Maybe later i'll feel like going home, probly not though...

[tinquerbelle]

if'n you wanna come hang out at the pad until sir gets home from kung fu, you're more than welcome.

[tetrakatus]

Hey dude, if you ever want to come over and chill, your more than welcome. You got my number?

- Jacob

[noressa]

Almost everyone in this world is selfish... To some level. There is nothing wrong with it! This is your only life that you are you, here and now... It's my opinion to make the best of it!

[ymahatma]

if you ever need someone to talk to, i'm always here for you.