Done ranting about him, for now...

[mulaki]

Feel a little better, but still wondering how she can think its ok to maintain any time of friendship with that slimy piece of shit. He stated so many times how they were just friends and this was obviously not the case. These letters prove to me his forethought and intent, i know they are fantasies. However these are a look into his demented sense

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[moondarq]

My friend. Take it slowly please.

HUG

How slow? Should i have more commas or simi-colons?

[mulaki]

Well, I'm upset. But lets forget that...

The fantasies you read in the stories are from Chris lusting after Jen, I had let that go, but then she insists on being "gaming pals", and "getting rides". I know this is true, I trust that there is no more to her and Chris, but i don't need the constant reminder of what he and she did.

So i think it is not unreasonable to ask her not to be friends with that fat piece of dog shit, who feels he has the right to feel the same way about me, for what? What did I do to him? He hates me because I've been in Jen's heart for so long and he has only watched from afar. His choice to waste his pathetic life on someone that will never love him the way he wants. Really sad more than anything. I am trying to get better and trying to figure out what has been so bad, what has made me feel this way. I'm on my way to recovery, its hard to be positive when so much negative stuff has gone on.

Hobbit

Re: How slow? Should i have more commas or simi-colons?

[moondarq]

I didn't mean to imply that you were talking (writing) too fast. I just was concerned that you weren't taking time with yourself and the reconciliation of your damaged relationships.

Re: How slow? Should i have more commas or simi-colons?

[mulaki]

It's funny how I can see I was doing exactly that... "His choice to waste his pathetic life on someone that will never love him the way he wants."

~ I guess it was my choice too, man maybe she is an evil siren?

slow learner.

[supresmooth]

Tard.

[mulaki]

Thanks for the deep incite.

[supresmooth]

I didn't think I needed to go any deeper for an applicable response.