I went with Andrea to Art Van today. I was just gonna buy a bed frame but I ended up getting a bed in the clearence part for only 250 bux. I went back there with Brandon and Jay and we picked it up and they dropped it out in my house for me. I need to get it put togather though ( Read more... )

I hate how I trust people to much. Then i just always end up getting upset. Im done with that. I think thats why for the most part I stay at home a lot. I know nothing bad is going to be said or done to me here. I know I have nothing to worry about ( Read more... )

It's not even 7 and im ready for bed. I was actully in the mood to go to dinner but I couldnt get a hold of anyone. This weather doesnt help out either. The only productive part of my day was I went to the gym before work. Umm yeah. I wanna start going out again. I need to break free of this mood. I was doing so well too.

So im never gonna meet anyone unless I leave my house. I dont know why it is such a task for me to go out with my friends on the weekends. I get invited and then i just think "eh i'll just stay home". I hate being like that and i really dont enjoy staying home all weekend. I dont know whats wrong with me.

So I just got back from the gyno. I get so nervous when I have to to to any kinda doctor. Well she said everything looks fine lol. Pheww. Im not having sex again till im in a good relationship

I cleaned the basement today and that was a task. Its sad getting rid of my dad's stuff that was still down there. My brother is mad at me cuz I threw away a lot of things he wanted. Now I feel real bad. Im just in a mood right now.

Today is my moms bf's birthday. Him coming into our lives has truly been a blessing. I cant even imagine where we would be today if she never met him. Prolly living in the pojects somewhere. They are both older but they both are young at heart. He treats me and my bro just like his own kids. I dont know, im just real happy they have each other. Im ( Read more... )

I live a boring life... Man oh man.. Just glad its the weekend and I have shit to do.. Thats a good thing.

Just got done cleaning my room. that was a task that took hours ( Read more... )

So people have fuck buddies, id love to have a makeout buddy