"butterflies are passive agressive and put their problems on the shelf..."

[mulletsrkoo]

blah here i am, awake, nausious (is that spelled right?) as hell, havin' night sweats becuase of the goddamn prednisone dose pack. I hate feelin' like this. my mouth is dry as hell, i'm fuckin' still half gone on cough syrup, but no coughin'!! Anyways. I've been thinking

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[never_again989]

Sounds like you've been reading mine and Lindsey's livejournal. I think the secret to maybe finding what you seek is simple: be YOURSELF always...purely and transparently. I realize this sounds very cliche. What attracted me to Lindsey, among other things, was the fact that she's completely confindent being her true self. Make a vividly conscious effort to be who you are. I waited four fucking years for her. Four years of refusing to compromise who I am, or who/what I want. I had no idea that I would find someone like her...I thought I had blown it completely. I've known her for two weeks today, and I already know she is all I want right now. She alone represents all of my lost hopes & dreams regarding love. She is my equal - intelluctually, emotionally and spiritually. I realize perfection is impossible, but what we have is as close as heaven will allow.