Sometimes, I just, wish I could scream at the top of my lungs and get it all out. And everytime i hear "free bird" i want to cry. but i'm making myself listen. because it's healthy, wanting to move on i mean. needing to move on. I keep questioning my decisions on a lot of things. Tears keep filling my eyes because I keep thinking about what ( Read more... )

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I shouldn't of gotten it on my hip...i'm the worlds most clumsy person!!! Its sore as FUCK todayh...i'll post a picture eventually, promise.

The past two days i think i have learned more than i have in the past year. I've learned that in order to be the happiest, you have to let things go sometimes. You have to let the people you care the most about make their own mistakes and just vow that you'll be there for them in the end ( Read more... )

"Its like playing Russian Roulette and I'm betting my heart...to hell with emotions" that sums it up really (stolen quote from another journal!)

I...have no words ( Read more... )

So its official...my life is shit ( Read more... )

so I got sick today at work...they sent me home, I got home, ate two crackers, and that was it. all gone. :( Josh says I cried myself sick...and maybe I did. Maybe I deserved it. I'm just, so upset. Mike says he thinks he just wants some alone time...and I dunno if that means with or with out me...he wont talk to me...he wont call me. He ( Read more... )

I cried so much lastnight i honestly made myself sick. I've never been that upset in my entire life. I cried so much i started to throw up, then my whole body shook, and i started to kind of black out. My eyes are so swollen today. And i still feel like I haven't cried enough. My world is falling apart. And no one knows. No one will answer ( Read more... )

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears ( Read more... )

Fuck me running. So...i've been super pms'y lately...only KA doesn't rag. So, i call my GYN to see what he thinks...and the nurse is like "well, you're depo's run out..." and i'm like "no it hasn't, i got it in december, my next appointment is in march" "no, you got it 11-19" "fuck" now this is why this is a problem ( Read more... )