A hypocritical hate for liars
heyy. Imma hypocrite (see the title?) but, whatever.
06.09.10.Lies
I really can't understand why I'm letting my first "relevant" post be about lies, personally, I'd rather talk about love or life or some other happy thing besides that. Heck, I'd rather talk about JPop, really, if only I had news or stuff (I can't seem to upload any pictures here yet, well BAH, i dont care. Imma fix it later) But,it's just that, I really, really, really HATE lying, especially being lied to.
I can't really say that I haven't lied EVER, even now, I'm lying (see how much of a hypocrite I am?) saying that "I'll sleep soon, 'kay?". But, I am just reminded of how easily lies can hurt people, especially one's self. Yeah, yeah. I know that I just got this idea or "reminder" from a 2D inspiration, but so what. It is true. Lies hurt.
But I really wonder what would hurt more - lies or a lack of communication? They are not the same. To define them, lacking communication means being relatively truthful yet never saying the important things (like those semi-tsundere and "meek" characters in dramas and anime alike that can never seem to finish the sentence "I like you" and everything ends up left unsaid); and lies (the tsundere ones that either punch 'em while saying I HATE YOU when they're really happy or generally those seemingly all-knowing characters that strive for world peace hurting themselves in the process through lying). I can't understand both.
I guess for me, lies would hurt more. I mean, believing in something "absolute" is a happy thing, eh? Like how we believe in God. Or the eternal beauty of some actor, or actress, drama or manga. But when everything turns to be moot, *CRACK* goes your head *SNAP* goes your brain and *POP* goes your heart. No, really. Having your "dreams" and ideals shattered is just... WRONG. Like everything has been wasted up till now. I completely understand the feeling. Not speaking to each other, is likewise, a very painful ordeal, but I'd rather not speak if all I'm ever going to spout are lies.
When you get nothing across at all, maybe some would hate this more, thinking that if you know someone well enough, you could see through their lies. Both are.. equally sad, depending on which you have been accustomed to.It not only shows lack of trust, but lack of progress, and ultimately, emptiness...
Anyway, so much for that depressing rant. I'm... really fit to be a angst writer huh??? y/? You better AGREE. You don't wanna see me mad...
LOL. :)))
I could write lots and lots and lots more on this but it will just burn your eyes (if anyone reads) and mine.
I... do hope you read it. 'cause I'm really in need of some opinions(?) right now... Well, it is quite irrelevant, but if there's something bothering any of you, feel free to ask me. I'm super bored, and willing to help you out, anytime. I'm not lying. <3
But for now, I'm gonna dig a hole somewhere, curl into a ball, and sleep :))
06.09.10.Lies
I really can't understand why I'm letting my first "relevant" post be about lies, personally, I'd rather talk about love or life or some other happy thing besides that. Heck, I'd rather talk about JPop, really, if only I had news or stuff (I can't seem to upload any pictures here yet, well BAH, i dont care. Imma fix it later) But,it's just that, I really, really, really HATE lying, especially being lied to.
I can't really say that I haven't lied EVER, even now, I'm lying (see how much of a hypocrite I am?) saying that "I'll sleep soon, 'kay?". But, I am just reminded of how easily lies can hurt people, especially one's self. Yeah, yeah. I know that I just got this idea or "reminder" from a 2D inspiration, but so what. It is true. Lies hurt.
But I really wonder what would hurt more - lies or a lack of communication? They are not the same. To define them, lacking communication means being relatively truthful yet never saying the important things (like those semi-tsundere and "meek" characters in dramas and anime alike that can never seem to finish the sentence "I like you" and everything ends up left unsaid); and lies (the tsundere ones that either punch 'em while saying I HATE YOU when they're really happy or generally those seemingly all-knowing characters that strive for world peace hurting themselves in the process through lying). I can't understand both.
I guess for me, lies would hurt more. I mean, believing in something "absolute" is a happy thing, eh? Like how we believe in God. Or the eternal beauty of some actor, or actress, drama or manga. But when everything turns to be moot, *CRACK* goes your head *SNAP* goes your brain and *POP* goes your heart. No, really. Having your "dreams" and ideals shattered is just... WRONG. Like everything has been wasted up till now. I completely understand the feeling. Not speaking to each other, is likewise, a very painful ordeal, but I'd rather not speak if all I'm ever going to spout are lies.
When you get nothing across at all, maybe some would hate this more, thinking that if you know someone well enough, you could see through their lies. Both are.. equally sad, depending on which you have been accustomed to.It not only shows lack of trust, but lack of progress, and ultimately, emptiness...
Anyway, so much for that depressing rant. I'm... really fit to be a angst writer huh??? y/? You better AGREE. You don't wanna see me mad...
LOL. :)))
I could write lots and lots and lots more on this but it will just burn your eyes (if anyone reads) and mine.
I... do hope you read it. 'cause I'm really in need of some opinions(?) right now... Well, it is quite irrelevant, but if there's something bothering any of you, feel free to ask me. I'm super bored, and willing to help you out, anytime. I'm not lying. <3
But for now, I'm gonna dig a hole somewhere, curl into a ball, and sleep :))