Comments | mumu1210: honestly sad at the core

mumu1210

honestly sad at the core

Jul 05, 2005 01:30

Is there ever a moment of comfort in this world? I long to return to the days where my own worries, whether selfish, superficial, or metaphysical, consumed my thought. At least I had control. Now I have to worry for others, stand by and witness things fall apart ( Read more... )

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Smooches silkborne July 5 2005, 10:32:12 UTC

I'll hug you and warm your soul and you will be soothed, promise.

Re: Smooches mumu1210 July 5 2005, 20:11:35 UTC

aww, thx Ryan. I'll be sure to give you the best hug you've ever had back! I know you've had your share of tough crap too, but stay perky!! (why does society ruin certain words so they sound so sexual? lol)

sorry, I'm not all that cuddly pyotrwiggin July 5 2005, 17:08:16 UTC

There are two ways to worry for others.
If you worry solely for others (to make THEM better), you feel helpless. Because you can't change how others treat themselves.
If you worry about others and how they affect you (how to make YOURSELF better), you feel confident. Because you can change how others treat you.

Re: sorry, I'm not all that cuddly mumu1210 July 5 2005, 20:09:34 UTC

eh, its not either of those two. its worry out of concern, not how it affects me or to make them better.

ryanw1785 July 5 2005, 18:17:46 UTC

You do a lot of worrying Mu. It seems the world ways heavily on you always. You will do well though. Not all possible problems need to be confronted at once. Take care not to overwork or, worse, overstress. I think you're on the wrong side in both categories. This is to your credit, but I worry you can't worry about so much, when so young, for so long. Don't be so responsible!

mumu1210 July 5 2005, 20:08:16 UTC

lol. thx Ryan...actually, this situation is different from all others Ive faced before, its not worrying for nothing about college or test scores or w/e, its family stuff. by the way, word-use error: "the world WEIGHS heavily". haha

lavee July 6 2005, 04:25:35 UTC

I'm sorry mu. It sucks. Read my email.. write me and tell me more about it. HOpe u feel better :( I don't know.. I think this feeling can only be rid of by yourself or at least you can understand how it is caused. We will always be by your side, no matter what you're going through. ***hug u***

mumu1210 July 6 2005, 04:50:48 UTC

thx hun...i'll e-m ya and tell u the specifics; excerpts from my diary should explain it.