why the fuck are guys pricks??? i mean, i fuckin im david because he was online and i havent fucking talked to him in fucking a while and he was all like what do you want? i was like to not be pregnant what do you want. he was like to not talk to you. and he fuckin blocked me and so i imed him on his other sn and i was like what the fuckis up your ( Read more... )

i love bitsy so much. you take all my crap and you really shouldnt. and you are the BEST-EST-EST-EST sister ever. seriously. i wouldnt say that if i didnt mean it. and you are always looking out for me. and i hate the way i treat you like shit. and i love you even more for the fact that you are always there for me. you are one amazing bitch. i say ( Read more... )

ok, so i decided to do a thing on people i love. definition of "love": someone i care about! though some i care about more than others. whatever, i love you all!!! ****not in any order AT ALL!!!!****

god jessica, hippie jessica, carrie, keri, russ, alec, the hippie twins, marc, stoner steve, gay tom, jenny (his wife), my sica baby, dave johnson, ( Read more... )

so the past few days have been shitty as hell. im so fucking depressed. partly cuz david aint here anymore and i probably wont see him before i move. if they go through with the closing. but even then, i wont be seeing him. bitsy, please, just let me keep my childish hopes and dreams. thy're all i have left anymore it seems. i hate living at home. ( Read more... )

ok, weirdest thing just happened. monica started im-ing me. weird weird.. but yeah i miss bitsy. crazy style. and i havent talked to david recently. its kinda upsetting. i think hes staying up in kenosha with brandon. thats cool i guess. but KEVVIES HOME!! i love him he is by far my favorite brother. and so we are going to go to great america and ( Read more... )

so yesterday was the fourth... wasnt as fun as i was hopin it would be. i went to church and my uncles and all that happy shit my mum makes me do on sundays. then i went to go meet up with my sister but she had already made plans, i guess. i dunno, still confused over what really happened there. i was also kinda hopin to see david yesterday and/or ( Read more... )

ok, so yeah i think... im PRETY SURE... that david is pissed at me. because vicki and tabby have been yelling at him bout making out with me and giving me a hickey on my fucking tit. what utter bullshit. yeah. i cant remember if i said so or not, but i didnt have sex with david because i didnt wanna be a slut and didnt wanna bug bite on my ass, lol ( Read more... )

yeah so like i had said in one of my last posts, me and dave had sex. whatever, i kinda wish i hadnt, but still it happened and i cant change that. but then me and army david we walking around and chilling and shit. ew went and smoked up at the pot spot and ended up making out. and in case you didnt know, im half in love with him and hes fucking ( Read more... )

oh and i was just reading davids journal and it reminded me that hes moving back to phx az again. *tear tear* poor vicki. hes her best friend. i can totally understand why too. lol. yeah....                                                                                      later.

ok, i know i been writing a lot bout being pregnant, but ya know, its a big part of my life right now...and i just feel like updating yall on everything you all know. ok, so nick is a prick. i called him and we were NOT talking because he refused to come over so we could talk about whats gonna happen. i dont think he believes me or if he does, ( Read more... )