everyone comes home from nebraska today. im soooo excited. it sucks that i have to work though. i really dont want to. its a really short shift though. only 4-8. i just wish i could see everyone instead. maybe after work. thats an idea.  i wish i could figure out whats going on in my head. its driving me insane.  and not to mention its bringing me ( Read more... )

im so emotionally drained i think im going to go insane. there is so much going on inside my head. i only wish i could figure it out. maybe relaxing on the beach will help me clear my head. only 2 more days until i leave. thankfully. i need a vacation. im really tired, i worked 8 1/2 hour shifts the past 2 days. so crazy. i only work 4 hours ( Read more... )

the winters tale performed today. everyone said it was amazing, wow i really wished i could have been there. i miss everyone soo much. but ive been really busy. i worked today from 8-4:30. wow it really sucked. people should not be grocery shopping at 8 am. its just not normal. however i worked with rob and gavin, which made my day much more ( Read more... )

Cut the skin to the bone Fall asleep all alone Hear your voice in the dark Lose myself in your eyes Choke my voice Say goodnight as the world falls apart Fuck I can't let this kill me, let go I need some more time to fix this Here's a letter for you But the words get confused And the conversation dies Apologize for the past Talk some shit take it ( Read more... )

today was the last day of summer school. and who got a A in geometry? I DID! im so excited. but of course this means i should have had a C the 1st time around and i should be in Nebraska right now. but no, im stuck here. but needless to say my GPA needed it badly, so thats good.  wow i really miss everyone, and the sad thing is the day after they ( Read more... )

the past 2 days have been awesome, all i've done is hang out with friends, and laugh constantly.  on friday night a few of us went over to Beryl's house and just hung out.  we watched jay and silent bob strike back (if u havent seen it go and rent it right now..its amazing) and just talked and laughed alot.  the saturday i had work from 12-4..which ( Read more... )