there are times when i have to have entirely too much self control. i shouldn't have to, but i do. i can't stand the fact that just because i'm 18, people (not you, or you) seem to treat me like i'm a two year old with a smelly diaper. sure, i've never had a real job, i don't get told "no" often, and i generally get what i want, but that doesn't ( Read more... )

tonight calls for an LJ post ( Read more... )

guys, be smart asses and vote democrat!!!!

once again, raise your hand if you got that.

monday - warning for speeding, officer niceman clocked me at 87 ( Read more... )

i hate this time of year, i hate feeling nostalgic, i hate feeling melancholy, i hate the rain when i can't play, i hate wanting to sleep, i hate my body, i hate my chronic mood swings, i hate posting in these fucking journals, i hate where i take myself, i hate having to maintain sobriety, i hate not being able to get high, i hate the fact that i ( Read more... )

his reasoning makes me laugh... i just remembered this

(while going through his mail)- "i'm not going there"
me- "where's there?"
him- "rice university in houston"
me- "what's wrong with houston, kendra's in houston?"
him- "it's hot enough here, i'm not to houston where it's hotter!"

it's not word for word, but it's still funny and it makes me

i was in the shower a while ago, and completely had a fit and started crying, and i'm completely sure why... i've been feeling really stressed lately. and then nikki didn't come, and joel was getting yelled at and counldn't talk to me. i don't know what my problem is. i'm just tired and tired and i miss everyone in texarkana. i've been feeling a ( Read more... )

why is that when you get to college, you kinda go from livejournal to xanga to myspace?

i'm tired.

you know what pisses me the hell off ( Read more... )