My Hopes Are So High.
So bored. Get to see Melanie soon. Woo. Sex.
Tell me about your first..
day at school: i was scared and lonely. and i missed jackie
kiss: ewwwwwwwwww.
girlfriend/boyfriend: ewwwwwwww.
time getting high: never have
time drinking: i dont drink
date: never had a real one
time having sex: i don't have sex.
time you asked someone out: i don't do that. i'm a girl.
time you ate sea food: i think i spit it out.
time getting in trouble for something really big: i got caught sneaking back in the house at 2 am when i was 12. such a badass...
detention: 8th grade. i threw something at justin ciamello. he deserved it. i don't know why. but he did.
time getting a filling: i dont think i ever have had one
fist fight: i can't not remember having them with my sisters
time you cut yourself: never have on purpose
questioned existance: don't really do that
How Many....
People have you loved?: none romantically
People have you kissed?: four.
Commandments have you broken?: 7 or six
Places have you lived in (for over 3 months)?: 3
Countries have you been to?: 2
Languages can you speak fluently?: 1
People are you talking to right now?: 2
Times have you been in a car today?: 2
Different kinds of meat have you eaten?: a lot
Different kinds of liquor have you tasted?: a couple
Jobs you have held?: none
Years of school have you attended?: 12
Shows have you been to this month?: one
Friends would you call "close"?: maybe ten
Where...
Were you born?: stonybrook
Do you want to die?: dont care
Were you happiest when you were little?: in the backyard, my dresser, or my cubbyhole
Were you happiest during your teenaged years?: the bathtub
Are you happiest now?: i am a teenager
Do you fear being?: on someones bed
Is fancy bred? In the heart or in the head?: umm... what?
Would you go if you could go anywhere?: italy
Would you go if you could go anywhere in the continental US?: utah
Do you want to be married (if you do.)?: i dont know and i dont know
Can you concentrate best?: my bed, the bathtub
Do you like to eat most?: melanies or kristies
Do you like to be touched?: i don't like to be touched.
If you're touched, causes you to freak out?: everywhere.
Giraffes or Zebras?: both
Do you like DDR? (Dance Dance Revolution): sure do
Have you ever gotten kicked out of the movies?: sure havent
If so, why? If not, why not?: cause i am a good girl
What kinds of music do you listen to? (Name some bands/artists): you should know.
Have you ever went up to a random person and done something stupid?: sure have
What's the name of your crush/boyfriend/girlfriend??: f.u.c.k. y.o.u.
Do you think labels are stupid?: no, but you are
What's your favorite fast food place?: mcdonalds
What's your favorite store to get clothes at?: h and m
Have you ever had braces?: still do
What's one thing you've done that you regret doing: everyone should know this one by now, if you don't you are really really out of it
When...
Did you lose your virginity?: i havent
Were you born?: stony brook
Do you think you'll die?: never... so nowhere
Did you know you loved your last real love?: i hope i havent reached that point in my life, considering i have never been in love
First did you have sex with the last person you did?: did what? this makes no sense.
Did you last cry?: this weekend. so fucking emo...
Did you last dance?: erins party
Did you last laugh out loud?: today? maybe?
Was the first time you remember being scared?: my rocking chair
Was the last time you were scared?: january for really scared. june for semi-scared.
Do you say "enough is enough?": i don't know, you tell me
Do you plan on getting married (not a yes/no question)?: i don't know if i plan on it, but when i do, if i'm in love, or if he's rich. most likely if hes rich.
Do you make your decisions?: yes.
Is your favorite time of day?: 3am
I AM:: stupid
I THINK:: things
I KNOW:: everything
I WANT:: you
I HAVE:: kurt cobains shirt
I WISH:: upon a star
I HATE:: liars.
I MISS:: people i shouldn't miss
I FEAR:: rejection
I HEAR:: laura
I SEARCH:: for my cd
I WONDER:: about how everything will turn out
I REGRET:: new years, etc...
I ACHE:: emo heart
I CARE: about you
Tell me about your first..
day at school: i was scared and lonely. and i missed jackie
kiss: ewwwwwwwwww.
girlfriend/boyfriend: ewwwwwwww.
time getting high: never have
time drinking: i dont drink
date: never had a real one
time having sex: i don't have sex.
time you asked someone out: i don't do that. i'm a girl.
time you ate sea food: i think i spit it out.
time getting in trouble for something really big: i got caught sneaking back in the house at 2 am when i was 12. such a badass...
detention: 8th grade. i threw something at justin ciamello. he deserved it. i don't know why. but he did.
time getting a filling: i dont think i ever have had one
fist fight: i can't not remember having them with my sisters
time you cut yourself: never have on purpose
questioned existance: don't really do that
How Many....
People have you loved?: none romantically
People have you kissed?: four.
Commandments have you broken?: 7 or six
Places have you lived in (for over 3 months)?: 3
Countries have you been to?: 2
Languages can you speak fluently?: 1
People are you talking to right now?: 2
Times have you been in a car today?: 2
Different kinds of meat have you eaten?: a lot
Different kinds of liquor have you tasted?: a couple
Jobs you have held?: none
Years of school have you attended?: 12
Shows have you been to this month?: one
Friends would you call "close"?: maybe ten
Where...
Were you born?: stonybrook
Do you want to die?: dont care
Were you happiest when you were little?: in the backyard, my dresser, or my cubbyhole
Were you happiest during your teenaged years?: the bathtub
Are you happiest now?: i am a teenager
Do you fear being?: on someones bed
Is fancy bred? In the heart or in the head?: umm... what?
Would you go if you could go anywhere?: italy
Would you go if you could go anywhere in the continental US?: utah
Do you want to be married (if you do.)?: i dont know and i dont know
Can you concentrate best?: my bed, the bathtub
Do you like to eat most?: melanies or kristies
Do you like to be touched?: i don't like to be touched.
If you're touched, causes you to freak out?: everywhere.
Giraffes or Zebras?: both
Do you like DDR? (Dance Dance Revolution): sure do
Have you ever gotten kicked out of the movies?: sure havent
If so, why? If not, why not?: cause i am a good girl
What kinds of music do you listen to? (Name some bands/artists): you should know.
Have you ever went up to a random person and done something stupid?: sure have
What's the name of your crush/boyfriend/girlfriend??: f.u.c.k. y.o.u.
Do you think labels are stupid?: no, but you are
What's your favorite fast food place?: mcdonalds
What's your favorite store to get clothes at?: h and m
Have you ever had braces?: still do
What's one thing you've done that you regret doing: everyone should know this one by now, if you don't you are really really out of it
When...
Did you lose your virginity?: i havent
Were you born?: stony brook
Do you think you'll die?: never... so nowhere
Did you know you loved your last real love?: i hope i havent reached that point in my life, considering i have never been in love
First did you have sex with the last person you did?: did what? this makes no sense.
Did you last cry?: this weekend. so fucking emo...
Did you last dance?: erins party
Did you last laugh out loud?: today? maybe?
Was the first time you remember being scared?: my rocking chair
Was the last time you were scared?: january for really scared. june for semi-scared.
Do you say "enough is enough?": i don't know, you tell me
Do you plan on getting married (not a yes/no question)?: i don't know if i plan on it, but when i do, if i'm in love, or if he's rich. most likely if hes rich.
Do you make your decisions?: yes.
Is your favorite time of day?: 3am
I AM:: stupid
I THINK:: things
I KNOW:: everything
I WANT:: you
I HAVE:: kurt cobains shirt
I WISH:: upon a star
I HATE:: liars.
I MISS:: people i shouldn't miss
I FEAR:: rejection
I HEAR:: laura
I SEARCH:: for my cd
I WONDER:: about how everything will turn out
I REGRET:: new years, etc...
I ACHE:: emo heart
I CARE: about you