i got to say i LOVE johnny depp..he is such a great actor :) i just finished watching "benny and joon" what a cute movie :)

I finally decided to stop listening to everyone and just say screw it. i don't care how hard it's going to be for me to do this but i'm going to try to work towards earning a master's in clinical psychology and if all goes well ( Read more... )

began the poetry section of my lit class.....yup...i'm SCREWED

Tomorrow is the nine year anniversary of my grandpa's death he was and is the only grandparent i ever cared about. I'll never forget the day he died..unfortunately i remember it like it was yesterday. he was my world..the peanut butter to my jelly. i can't talk about him even now without getting emotional. Ugh..i would give anything to have like... ( Read more... )

blah can't find the words to describe my laziness to just suck it up and apply for grad school. maybe its the fear of being denied...or maybe i'll get a full time job and get accepted into grad school but i won't be able to go to the one-week on campus intensive session...maybe i'm just making excuses and need to just apply...

I like everyone else am totally psyched for New Moon next Friday!!  I've been teased enough with movie clips and news!!

It's probably been a good year since I have done anything with this blog. It"s weird because there was so much I wanted to say on here but got too lazy to put it down heh.

Wedding is officially 6 weeks from today *EEP!!* I went and did a trial run of my wedding hair this morning...very nice. I am doing an updo...starts off by curling my hair... ( Read more... )

 Yeah for new laptop! I got this for my birthday it is a Dell Inspirion 1525...in Green :) Love it! I figured I needed a laptop to do schoolwork on instead of bumming off blanton's computer all the time.

Work is still blah but i have hope that the new boss will be okay and give me plenty of work to do.....hopefully?

I start my summer class in two ( Read more... )

 I guess a few things have been going on since I last updated. I have been taking the anti-depressants and am happy to report that they are doing some good. I find myself not freaking out as much or going into my slumps. They also knock me out so I get a good night's rest too.

School is almost over for the semester. I have 15/20 pages done for my ( Read more... )

 uuugghhh this is what happens when you get up for work monday-friday at 645.....on the weekends you just naturally wake up at 7/730..it happened yesterday and today...at least yesterday i fought it and slept in till 8ish but meh this morning i woke up at 730..ugh.

my weekend was boring as usual didnt do a whole lot. read the weather reports today ( Read more... )

 I made my first doctor's appointment with my new health insurance...it was one of those "grown up" moments because my mom took care of all the health insurance crap. I actually made an eye appointment..eep

Everytime i'm at work and on the computer i get a tension headache primarily on my right temple. Now they aren't a little headache that i can ( Read more... )