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[mundanemurder]

im looking back on all my post. Theres is a huge reacurring theme. Something occurs. i blame myself. Someone forgives. then it happens all over again. But nothing has changed since March. i still feel the same way about who i am i still pull the same bullshit like posting about what a horrible person i am to make everyone feel sorry. I'm still

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[iamaspaz]

I don't agree with everything you said about yourself. But sometimes putting ones self down is the first step to fixing everything. You are not a horrible person you aknowledge the fact you need to change and you are trying. JUST DON"T BE SO HARD ON YOURSELF! Also remember you are not alone! And you are love for the person you are now.

[xdarkmistressxx]

i understand this whole thing and why your doing it. I say good luck. In the best way possible. I hope you can better yourself in the way that you wish to. But, i also have this to say. I think your a great person already and no matter how much you think you screw up your still amazing to me and to many others. Just know that. *hugs*

Be well.
:)

[hardcorewhxre69]

claireeee! my darling i think ur whole no boy idea thing can be really good for u ive done it myself numerous times & just giving urself time to think things out & realize things about situations as well as urself is the best thing when u break down like this....but the thing u have to think most about is the fact u are WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY too hard on urself any1 can see it things happen for a reason u come across decisions b/c thats just fate u chose wut u want to do based on ur emotions or wut u think is right & that is it. u should never blame urself for doing wut seemed right at the time & if u were sure of it when making the decision then u should neither regret it or hate urself the way u do....as far as i can see ur only problem is blaming urself. u are no bitch, no whore maybe pessimistic at times but shit we all have a right to be....u just gotta learn to loveeeeeeeeeeeeee yo'self & were gonna hang out & were gonna get high & drunk & listen to jimi hendrix & talk about life & we are going to learn to loveeee

[mundanemurder]

just let me know when!! ive got some weed hiding in my purse!!