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:( figures.. More to add to the pile.. now I am sick.. and really sick too ear ache.. headache naseua and vomiting.. I know thanks for sharing.. So I am goign to go to bed adn rest .. Im sorry if anyone wanted to talk to me tomight.. and I am really sorry Keri.. I miss you badly as well.. Jenn im sorry we dont talk more..

OK so the past few days have been utter Hell... as always!!! Im being asked ... no really told I have to leave here.. very sooon... someone stole money from me.. blamed for sex with a minor.. blamed for long distance calls I never made... Persucuted for my music.. piercings.. tattoos.. clothing.. and beliefs by my own family.. I will not have a ( Read more... )

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WELL today.. or Yesterday I was suppose to meet up with someone in Milwaukee.. She was suppose to call to say when she was leaving to go where we were to meet up.. but.. I jumped the gun and just left.. Than when I got home.. I got the message she called.. If she reads this I apologize.. and we will just have to plan another day ( Read more... )

Thought I would share this photo seeing I was talking about getting photos of me done.. thought it would be good to show who I am so that anyone (esp. photgraphers) would get a peek at me.

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Well here is a beauty that will make me Scream in giddy school boy delight..

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Was wondering if anyone could direct me to a amateur Photgrapher for some photo shoots.. Ive been wanting to get back into modeling and acting now that I have started planning out my life.. I love about a hour and a half from Chicago and Milwaukee. A hour from Madison WI. so I can travel easily there and the surronding area.. AThanks

Well things for me seem weird as normal.. I am noticing more of me.. what I need to change.. Who I want to be with (shame she lives so far).. that no matter what life throws at me, I should ask for more.. I made my life this way.. Now it is time to change it.. I am still going through really bad Bouts of loneliness, depression, adn self doubt. ( Read more... )

Im tired of everything.. Tired of life.. Tired of teh games and bullshit that society plays.. Tired of my body.. Tired of these extreme headaches that creep up on me and make everything misrable.. Tired of a backwater town and the limited Jobs, stuck with a oppressing part time position.. Tired of living here.. Tired of a sheltered life and the ( Read more... )