ohhh soo lost lol

so max is gone....house is quiet without him...=\
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ahhh this sucks....i never really did expect much from it considering the fact that they be leaving soon but it sucks to know that this is the furthest it will ever go =\

oh well guess it wont work out so im done with that
kinda scared to go for this one tho...
hmm...

spring break was alright spent most of it in mcallen not worrying bout shit ...drank in a bar that was pretty cool met lots of new ppl ...as for everything else i still really dont know haha oh well i guess just whatever happens, happens...

mannn...i dont know =\

if only she knew and im sure she does .....i miss you =\

past couple weeks have been like ....i dunno different ....but its a nice feeling something different =]

things starting to look up now =]

i hate thinking bout them nowadays....makes me wonder if i've wasted the last 4-5 months concentrating on the same one when i knew in the back of my head how it would result but even knowing that i still went with it, took the chance thinking well maybe it be different but now i kinda wish i never did and just stayed away...=/