I have been raped by 6 different men and I have had 4 miscarriages and two abortions. I have also been sexually attacked by my father - I do not class this as rape, though thousands would. - Explanations later. All of my life I have needed someone to UNDERSTAND. Someone to not THINK I'M A LIAR. Someone to not think such horrible things are UNBELIEVEABLE.
Until people have been there? They just don't get it. They can't fathom the agony of your heart and soul. Fuck them all.
The best counsellor I have ever found has been your treasured girl. Believe in her and she'll pull you through. I know how hard it is. Believe me...
“should have had no effect”… should… such a interesting choice of word on their part… definition-wise it infers that there is room for uncertainty, but for some reason when people use it they often seem to forget this fact - using a puzzled tone that implies certainty and disbelief… surely the fact that there should have been no effect means that they should accept the small chance that it could have an effect… *sighs*
Love of mine - I would never consider you quite bug-fuck insane *chuckles*… Though certainly has the impact I’m guessing you were aiming for? *loves*
I agree whole-heartedly that there are big problems with the mental health system in this, and many other, countries… And when you eventually get the chance to start chatting with Miss Ebru I’m certain you will find another receptive ear in her - I’m certain she has stories to help fuel the fire… *nods*For me, one of the big frustrations I find is what to do about it… Complaining is good for the venting and general release of pent-up anger, but sadly doesn’t ultimately
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*Rolls on floor cackling maniacally*
Yeah, that whole rampant Lithium zombification was awesome fun, what with the basically being depressed in that I had no drives anymore at all, no cares, no interests, couldn't think straight, rarely finished a sentence (Yes, wonderland for some, granted)...
Mind you, these are all technically "Side Effects"
Sad fact is, most people aren't in a position that they have any talent or skill for. But then, one Judge in a hundred is a good judge of character, and one cop in a 1000 would cry if forced to abuse their power.
*Sings* and I think to myself, what a wonderful woooorld!!
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I have been raped by 6 different men and I have had 4 miscarriages and two abortions. I have also been sexually attacked by my father - I do not class this as rape, though thousands would. - Explanations later. All of my life I have needed someone to UNDERSTAND. Someone to not THINK I'M A LIAR. Someone to not think such horrible things are UNBELIEVEABLE.
Until people have been there? They just don't get it. They can't fathom the agony of your heart and soul. Fuck them all.
The best counsellor I have ever found has been your treasured girl. Believe in her and she'll pull you through. I know how hard it is. Believe me...
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In a grotesque sort of way, it's comforting to be reminded that I'm not alone...
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“should have had no effect”… should… such a interesting choice of word on their part… definition-wise it infers that there is room for uncertainty, but for some reason when people use it they often seem to forget this fact - using a puzzled tone that implies certainty and disbelief… surely the fact that there should have been no effect means that they should accept the small chance that it could have an effect… *sighs*
Love of mine - I would never consider you quite bug-fuck insane *chuckles*… Though certainly has the impact I’m guessing you were aiming for? *loves*
I agree whole-heartedly that there are big problems with the mental health system in this, and many other, countries… And when you eventually get the chance to start chatting with Miss Ebru I’m certain you will find another receptive ear in her - I’m certain she has stories to help fuel the fire… *nods*For me, one of the big frustrations I find is what to do about it… Complaining is good for the venting and general release of pent-up anger, but sadly doesn’t ultimately ( ... )
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*Rolls on floor cackling maniacally*
Yeah, that whole rampant Lithium zombification was awesome fun, what with the basically being depressed in that I had no drives anymore at all, no cares, no interests, couldn't think straight, rarely finished a sentence (Yes, wonderland for some, granted)...
Mind you, these are all technically "Side Effects"
Sad fact is, most people aren't in a position that they have any talent or skill for. But then, one Judge in a hundred is a good judge of character, and one cop in a 1000 would cry if forced to abuse their power.
*Sings* and I think to myself, what a wonderful woooorld!!
*Dances off giggling*
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It’d be a great place - if it wasn’t for all those pesky humans… *shakes small fist defiantly*
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Instead we'd just have to watch the dancing moOOOonkeeEEEEy!
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