i just picked up the source. my family is on the cover. or, i guess we're not family anymore... ex-family. how does that work: ex and family? it can't. but there they are. ja, irv, ashanti, charli, and tah. everybody else is in the article -- blackchild, ronnie bumps, o-1, young merc, s.o. cannons, jody mack ( Read more... )

i've just been writing a lot of rhymes and shit. i don't know what it will be used for... being that my recording deal is tentative at the moment. but it was good to get everything out, regardless. vita still spit it hot like lupus! with or without murder inc ( Read more... )

i had this trippy dream last night. i was already having this fucked up dream where i wasn't happy with the way people were treating me... but then i had another dream that me and my friend died. we jumped off something, but we didn't know it would kill us. then some other person told us, after we'd jumped, that we were going to kill ourselves by ( Read more... )

i ran away.

to maine.

i did outdoorsy shit. stayed in this tight cabin, with these tight people.

i didn't tell anyone but my mom.

made some friends. did some canoeing, white water rafting, swimming... water sports and shit.

no, i did not piss in a pot as previously thought by miss eve_jeffers. and there was electricity ( Read more... )

God Bless America.

it's been a year since the events of september 11th.. the events that shocked us, frightened us, bewildered us, and left us confused. it doesn't make sense. it never will. but we will prevail. we will better ourselves and we will get past this. we're doing a great job, and i strongly encourage more of that.

my boy nelly is being cloned, y'all... the_dirtay_one & cornell_haynes. who is more like nelly-nel? who is staying, who is going? y'all are confusing the shit outta me. word.

murda to the end,
vita

i never updated to tell you about my night out, clubbin' with my girls. eve_jeffers and me met up, and we went out to dinner at this nice little restaurant. we were just catchin' up on shit, and these two guys came up to us. they were just askin' what we were doing tonight, and invited us to go out to this club with them. their names were darnell and e.j., ( Read more... )

tonight i'm going out with my girl eve_jeffers. she is amazing and i love her!!! i'm meeting her in times square in like half an hour, and we're gonna go wreak havoc and go clubbing -- hell yeahhh. no doubt it's gonna beat last night ( Read more... )

i really don't have anything to say, yet i do ( Read more... )

i was just talking to my sister kima (formerly of the group total) about how it must be some raynor family thing to get kicked out of groups and shit. her with total, me with murder. we are rebelling. she wants me to sing, so we can make a girl group with my other sister. wouldn't that be sexy? me, vita, a girl group chick. haha. imagine it. maybe ( Read more... )