So, as I got online this morining, i talked to ryan and get the worst news since a few months.. people know what im talkin about. well, i just hope that everything goes a better way for ryan(*hugs ( Read more... )

AAAAAAARGH!!! noone is online again.. i woke up today at 8am and hought that i can sleep some more then it was 12... however now nooone is online.. Alex, Will, Ryan and Cyn are offf.. where the hell are you? come on now. im bored... lol

Today, it was so fucking boring.. i was layin in front of the TV the whole day and watched video clips of the '90s on MTV, it was pretty cool (i love these old songs!)umm.. then at 8 pm i got downstaires to my grandparents and waited for the countdown and ate as much as i could, lmao, the potatoes were terrible, i thought i had vomit after i ate ( Read more... )

so, i said that ill write more later, but i dont atually know what.. well in the germans clan everyone is gone.. it seems like i have something on me that they dissappear..however, i talked the whole day will Will about shit like "the ren and stimpy show", "hey arnold!" and spongebob, it was fun, i laughed my ass of! ill go to bed in some hours.. ( Read more... )

i think nothing can me bring down today. i slept very good this nite cuz i knew that ill talk to Will today(*kiss*). yesterday i watched Fight Club, this movie is one of the best i ever have seen, very good. i bought me the album of stone sour too, yesterday. now i have no money again.. like everyday.. however, its really good, im glad i bought it ( Read more... )

well, we got to these people my parents like to call "old friends of us".. like i said i didnt ebven know them.. it was so fuckin boring and i had to think evry second that i could be at home online, and talking to my sweetheart will... it was very hard not to collapse over there. i got mad and spent the rest of the visit in the bathroom of these " ( Read more... )

well, today i cant be online that long.. (yesterday it was about 11:30h) we'll visit friends of my grandma. i dont know them that well cuz i was a baby when i saw them the last lime. i had lunch few mins ago. now im hoping that will gets online, so that i can talk to him a bit(kisses to you my vamp). what more can i say.. i will be back on sunday.

This is a special post for my lilly vampire called Will ;)
youre so amazing to me. i think i found the person who i needed. youre making me so happy, that i dunno anymore what to think. youre such an awesome person, its unbelievable.. i cant describe my feelings right now. but i think you know what i wanna say with this special post. *kiss*

so, yesterday was christmas here.. wasnt that great.. i got the slipknot dvd (yeah!), a new pyjama (wow..), a linkin park pullover, underwear(withdragons on it) and a plastic-glass from my brother with winnie the pooh on it (cute). now im online again.. in the LPU umm.. waiting and hoping that will gets online..

aaaaargh, this fuckin computer is driving me fucking crazy! nothing works here anymore!! the only thing what works is this live journal. fuckin hell, i wanna die now.