random.
i was bored. so i wrote this. it's long. but, it's how i feel. yeah. you probably shouldn't even read it. and i know people are going to be pissed and think i'm cruel and coldhearted. but, whatever.
love is such a complicated emotion. love is a strong affection for another out of personal ties. affection based on admirition or common interests. a devotion. love is an emotion. an emotion is an intense feeling. therefore, love is an intense feeling. since love is not only an emotion but, a complicated emotion, love is pretty damn intense. and, since it's so complicated and intense, how do you know if you're truely in love? i mean, i'm pretty sure that when things are confusing, complicated, perplexing, intense, etc. 'clear thinking' may not be so clear anymore. and all those feelings lead to anxiety, and anxiety sucks. so, when people are "in love" and are happy are they really in love after all? or do they simply lust for the other person? and realizing this complicates the situation so much more. so many questions begin to arise. how do you know the difference between lust and love? so here's this feeling. sure, it's passionate, exciting, adventurous, pleasureful, etc. but then again, it's stressfull, painfull, confusing, complicated, and scary. how can so many bad things come out of something that is supposedly good? so when things are going good, and the bad starts to mute out, and both anger and pain start to silence this powerful thing, does that mean you're not really in love? but then again, isn't love supposed to conquer all? but say your boyfriend/girlfriend husband/wife whatever turns out to be a blood thirsty serial killer? you thought you loved them. say you've been with them 5 years. does that mean you were living a lie for 5 years? can love conquer this hidden secret that's been unburied? if not, then i guess it's not all that it's cracked up to be. and somebody needs to make a quick and swiftful edit in the dictionary. i'll write it for you. -- love; function: noun; text: a complicated feeling. -- okay, so anyways. i'm beginning to think that the human race is really ignorant. everybody. because, think of this. there's that whole new deal with invisible fencing. right? a dog runs to the boundries, gets a shock, and it learns to stay away from it. so, how come when we feel this shock from love we're expected to get back up and go through the invisible fence again? i'm not trying to say that i'm against love, and i'm not saying that it doesn't exist. i'm just saying that it doesn't make sense, and it contradicts itself. but, i believe in it. and i don't know. i just might be in love right now...yeah. and it's fun and a good feeling and i really like am a hopless romantic at heart. this whole entry was totally pointless. it's just my mind is always processing things like this. and i've decided i just might write about it once in a while. and then everybody will be offended by how i think and hate me. isn't life just grand?
love is such a complicated emotion. love is a strong affection for another out of personal ties. affection based on admirition or common interests. a devotion. love is an emotion. an emotion is an intense feeling. therefore, love is an intense feeling. since love is not only an emotion but, a complicated emotion, love is pretty damn intense. and, since it's so complicated and intense, how do you know if you're truely in love? i mean, i'm pretty sure that when things are confusing, complicated, perplexing, intense, etc. 'clear thinking' may not be so clear anymore. and all those feelings lead to anxiety, and anxiety sucks. so, when people are "in love" and are happy are they really in love after all? or do they simply lust for the other person? and realizing this complicates the situation so much more. so many questions begin to arise. how do you know the difference between lust and love? so here's this feeling. sure, it's passionate, exciting, adventurous, pleasureful, etc. but then again, it's stressfull, painfull, confusing, complicated, and scary. how can so many bad things come out of something that is supposedly good? so when things are going good, and the bad starts to mute out, and both anger and pain start to silence this powerful thing, does that mean you're not really in love? but then again, isn't love supposed to conquer all? but say your boyfriend/girlfriend husband/wife whatever turns out to be a blood thirsty serial killer? you thought you loved them. say you've been with them 5 years. does that mean you were living a lie for 5 years? can love conquer this hidden secret that's been unburied? if not, then i guess it's not all that it's cracked up to be. and somebody needs to make a quick and swiftful edit in the dictionary. i'll write it for you. -- love; function: noun; text: a complicated feeling. -- okay, so anyways. i'm beginning to think that the human race is really ignorant. everybody. because, think of this. there's that whole new deal with invisible fencing. right? a dog runs to the boundries, gets a shock, and it learns to stay away from it. so, how come when we feel this shock from love we're expected to get back up and go through the invisible fence again? i'm not trying to say that i'm against love, and i'm not saying that it doesn't exist. i'm just saying that it doesn't make sense, and it contradicts itself. but, i believe in it. and i don't know. i just might be in love right now...yeah. and it's fun and a good feeling and i really like am a hopless romantic at heart. this whole entry was totally pointless. it's just my mind is always processing things like this. and i've decided i just might write about it once in a while. and then everybody will be offended by how i think and hate me. isn't life just grand?