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[murderoticaxxx]

i want every single one of you to comment me or phone me or talk to me.
and tell me every single thing i do that you hate.
that's really just what i need for you to do.

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[storytellingxx]

i hate how you act different ways when you hang out with different people.
i hate how you just dont care about things anymore.
i hate how you cant see that you are changing.
i hate how we arent how we used to be and you know it.
i hate how we just gave up on it.
i hate how nothing will be the same.
i hate how im jealous of your new friends.
i hate how i want to phone you but i cant.
i hate how i dont know how to express what i am feeling to you.
i hate how defensive you get when i try to talk to you.
i hate how you think i am mad at you
when really i am just ridiculously upset, in a not mad way.
i hate how you dont care what i think anymore because you have better friends.
i hate how i know what you are thinking about me.
i hate how you have given up on me.

[murderoticaxxx]

i hate how you act different ways when you hang out with different people. I never really realized that I did this.
i hate how you just dont care about things anymore. I do care. It's just that I get so tired of having to justify everything I do and fighting with everyone about the same thing. I'm sick of people telling me that I've changed so much when they won't realize that it's a normal thing and they've changed too.
i hate how you cant see that you are changing. I know that I'm changing, I just don't think it's for the worse.I think if we saw each other everyday, you would think the same.
i hate how we arent how we used to be and you know it. I have been thinking about this for the past month or so. And I know that we are drifting apart. And I don't really understand why, because we see each other as much as before when I first moved to Barrie. And we were the closest we've ever been then. I don't really understand that.
i hate how we just gave up on it. That is just the way I deal with things. If I get so frustrated and upset

[_wiltingrose]

i hate how you and brittany fight. you should never ever do this.
and I hate how I wish i could be like you in so many ways.
and how i wish i was like you and brittany.
and i hate that you left. even though we were never really that close.
mainly because i wish we were closer.

[murderoticaxxx]

I hate how we're fighting too and I hate how I just want to give up cuz it feels like there's no way to solve it.
I hate how you don't see how incredible you are. Because I know I do.
And I hate how we're not as close as I'd like for us to be.

[mended_love]

i hate how you never talk to me anymore, like im nothing to you and like i never was...

thats it...

[murderoticaxxx]

you meant a lot to me.
we are just never on msn at the same time, and i don't know your number or anything.
but you're amazing!
and i miss you.