it happened. this always seems to happen to me. nothing can ever be right without something horrible happening. my mom has breast cancer...

i cant believe how things have been so good lately. my parents are finally starting to act somewhat sane with me and i havent gone into one of my depression mood in a while. still everything being to great worries me. i wonder if im the only paranoid person in the world like this but whenever things go this smoothly something horrible happens in ( Read more... )

one day my misery will end and relief will sweep through my battered body...

i wish people rele knew what these words mean

what message lies within

something is tarring through my body

piercing my skin

no one seems to notice the pain

not blood runs through my vanes

only disallowance drips from your eyes

my end is near, from you it arrives

ive done nothing interesting in my life...friday hung out at rachels with of course rachel, mallory, chris, and this rele weird kid named zack*shivers*(thats just how weird he is)... air and sea show was saturday and sadly i fell asleep in the sun so i have a horrible tan line of my shirt on my back(i no it turns mallory on!)the rufio, senses fail ( Read more... )

i have a question.... has anyone elses parents ever asked them if they were a prostitute????

anyways.... yesterday was good althought we didnt get to see tom(tear for reachel)we hung out with chris and mal and some other weird kid that just well i dont even rele know what to say about him he was just RELE weird ( Read more... )

TODAY WAS GREAT!!! lol school sucked but after school was good. Chris and Rachel came over for a while well chris was here for a while rachel stayed till not to long ago until her mom started yelling at her cuz shes being with me to much... that makes no sence.. o well my day was still good lol

*sigh while hands go flying in the air* i think im going to end up doing english1 again next year...this is sad i need to get smarter so i can pass and get away from all this stupid stuff i just dont need in my life... again i was late today so im back in the library watching these people "work" o well at least im with ashley and chris so its not ( Read more... )

grr today was so boring! nothing happened and i was looking foward to filming after school but of course that got messed up again... we did walk in on lee and bianca "making out" in his room funny thing is how paul and the guys tried to get in there through the roof and how long it took him to pick the door open ( Read more... )

i hate my fucking english teacher. hes such a cock sucker! he might be racist aswell, or so chris says. the dam bitch leaves me out of the class when im running to the classroom ( Read more... )

class was stupid today so i decided to write something ( Read more... )