Another wasted year

[murdertherose]

Wow. I fucked up big time this year. It totally sucked when it was supposed to totally rock. And this may sound selfish, but i feel like i'm the only one who's paying for both of our mistakes. Even though it was his too. And she's paying for it and so am i but he's not. Although i could indeed be wrong about that. I'm wrong about a lot of

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[rip_through_me]

everything happens for a reason babe. between them two, if i know what ur saying, it was gonna happen whether u did what u did or not. Maybe it was a lesson, not only to u, but to her, and him. dont worry hun.

<3

[murdertherose]

ah.....i try not to. It just gets in my head every now and then. Like a headache that returns over and over. And i know it was a lesson. But still, one that i would've opted out of if possible.