so yea, im not feeling any better. funny how you begin to realize how much you mess someone and begin to seem happier about it. i figured out that it was joni who i was missing and why i have been feeling out of it. it was hard to get over her, and now i have to do it again ( Read more... )

i miss being with joni.
this sucks.

i thought i knew what it was that i was wanting out of life for the past few weeks. i confused that feeling with that of just missing someone. one thing i try to cut out of my life, was the one thing that i wanted. i dont really want a relationship, i want that feeling. its dangerous to confuse that feeling with something that your looking for in ( Read more... )

winter is here like a std. i never thought i would miss wearing cargo shorts and flipflops than i have today. wearing jeans is dumb.

hatebreed and terror is the only good thing about winter, that and christimas.i hope christimas is like last year...blasting fat mexican girls with eggs, and running over my bestfriend.

two jobs means im richest person alive. I got free ribs from applebees last night, give them some pizza and they will hook you up real nice. i haven't hung out with my boys in awhile, that sucks. haven't seen my favorite girl, ally in a hell o long time, well actually lc from laguna beach is my favorite girl, cause she is helly sexy. i just wrote a ( Read more... )

wow, i could look at that "lc" six ways from sunday.shes so hot ( Read more... )

work sucks. spent 12 bucks on a show last night, that was pretty faggotgay.i could have seen two movies with that money.TWO.i did learn to seawalk though, so the night wasn't a total waste.im not going to take a break from going to shows, i just work to damn much.i missing layin' it down and this is hell.that blows.you blow. i hate drinking and ( Read more... )

terror last night.

head walks and being sweaty, went down.

next episode of made tonight, what you nigggas know about it?

i got work friday 4:30-12:30.lame.

cutting my hair short soon.haven't had short hair in like 2 years.

i buying a boston hat.

xlooking fowardx is amazing.

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