i swear to christ, my blood is gonna boil. my mom can be a fucking pain in the ass, then the next minute...a totally awesome lady. today i just need to be alone and what do i get... total chaos dished out from her ( Read more... )

Modern Life Is War is that band that, when you're down and out and feel like shit, they will give you that temporary shelter - a moment where you just forget everything and whatever you've done, it just doesn't fucking matter. Loads of hardcore bands can provide that temporary shelter - but what most don't do is offer a way to redeem yourself, to ( Read more... )

AHHHHH! EFFFFF! I AM SOOOO STOKED.

JAY WON PROJECT RUNWAY!
MY LIFE IS COMPLETE FOR THE MOMENT.
HE WILL BECOME MY BEST DESIGNER FRIEND.
I LOVE HIMMMMMMMMM.

FUCK WENDY & KARA SAUN.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

may you rest in peace.

to all my friends in SLO & AG...
i love you all so much.
this is an awful loss.
i am driving down there tomorrow.

amy... i will see you then. i love you.

[Marital Status] In a relationship ( Read more... )

no more strep. it has finally gone away...

i can cross that off my "to get rid of..." list.

so i just got home from the hospital a little while ago...

conclusion...
-diagnosed with mono...
-diagnosed with a narly ass infection in my lungs causing excess fluid that has to be removed by HUGE needle (that feels sooooo good *sarcasm*) inserted into my back to the bottom of my lungs.
-i still have strep throat.this is awesome ( Read more... )

sfsu. classes start next week. back to school i go. i'm getting anxious now ( Read more... )

the rain is back.

holy sickness batman.
103 degree fever these last couple days.
i feel like death.