daniel ran over my phone charger with his car.

i think i have scabies. the only person i know who has had scabies got it in a new york prison. maybe i've been sleepwalking long distances. kyle woke up with swimmers ear. maybe we sleepswam to new york.

i wanna sleepswim with you. fashion hammocks out of kelp.

at the dad's. mannicotti, party, people, tired now. working too much but not enough. sophia got a job at the new morning bakery which is where i've been considering applying for extra hours, but though they're hiring now because it's the holidays, because it's the holidays i'm working lots and don't have the time for another job. i may be the only ( Read more... )

wait what more drastic changes in kit's life? is kit's hair short again? is kit single again? did kit start shaving her armpits? yes, yes, and no. so things aren't that different ( Read more... )

she said goodbye without actually saying goodbye and i let her. because i'm tired and it's easier that way. maybe time does heal all wounds; each passing day i miss her less ( Read more... )

Turned 22 yesterday. Saw running with scissors with jessie, daniel, kai, and rob. then danced and ate candy. it was lovely. saw batboy the musical last weekend in eugene and went to the halloween party at the campbell club. earlier that day i was in fred meyer and saw ruby looking at the shampoos. it scared the shit out of me. i mean, i honestly ( Read more... )

I guess I'm going mushroom hunting and sailing today with my dad and melissa. And I hope to get back in time to have a night with kyle. I picked some of my scab last night, from my bike accident. it was a dumb idea, but i couldn't stop! i just had to get that scab off. until it wouldn't come off anymore and I could breathe a sigh of relief and say ( Read more... )

i suppose i've abandoned livejournal recently. my life has taken such a turn in such a short amount of time, i've barely been able to process it, let alone on this dismal screen for all to see ( Read more... )

yesterday i crashed my bike on the way to work. once i was at work i felt really sick and cold, excused myself in the middle of taking an order, went to the bathroom and vomitted. Guess I was in shock. it's not too bad, just this gouge in my arm. tonight at work an elderly lady who i believe had some early stages of dementia, lost her husband and i ( Read more... )

had a terrible dream with M in it. I was visiting her or something... it was very odd. there were good parts I think she forgave me. But it was very emotional. I don't remember much. Made me miss her though.

I'm really a bit of a sad sack these days. I don't want to talk about its too pathetic for words.

I dream a lot. And in those dreams, I

Throwback to my childhood days and where were you? I didn't miss you then ( Read more... )