36 minutes of my birthday have passed.
and i'd be content with how it has already been.
the little things in life = the most touching and special.
joey made me a cake.. she couldnt find the candles so she put sparklers and a cigarette in it! <3 ( Read more... )

I know its 5 hours before my bday ( Read more... )

The last person he wants or needs, is probably me.
If he needed me for anything at all i'd be there in an instant, I hope he realises that I still care very much.
I wouldn't be sad or angry or silly so I wish he knew that he can talk to me.
Siigh..... *refers back to first sentence*.

Ps. I know that the last entry has no truth to it at all.

I feel the urge to write every thought down lately. Its really quite stupid. Maybe its because I dont want to bore people, or be a drag for people by shitting on about my thoughts\feelings ( Read more... )

Sometimes i think we are all like those dolls, at certain times, and to a certain extent ( Read more... )

It’s cool, we can still be friends ( Read more... )

all i want is for you to be honest with me.
and happy.
i could never be dissapointed in you.
so dont be afraid.

FUNNIEST THING ( Read more... )

i had dreams last night..
which is weird for me because i hardly ever dream.
emotional fucking dream.
very intense.
why did i wake up almost screaming and in tears?
i quite obviously miss you more than anything,
more than words can describe,
and maybe even more than my emotions can reveal.

No matter how tragic life can be, I'm always positive and optimistic. People waste their lives searching for answers thy will never find and people drive themselves insane searching when they don't even know what they are looking for. So make the best out of you situation, don't think about the past or the future, just live in the moment and be ( Read more... )