I fucken got a new fucken job! no more fucken flying fuck!  I have what leann would call a "mermaid job" i work with fish and every thing that comes with them at this place that imports them and sells them to local places and people.i start on monday and i dont have to take marketing any more because i come to school 4th hour. and when i dont work ( Read more... )

things seem to be doing better, nate is feeling better, i'm single, i'll probally get this new job, i'm going to ska is dead on wed. my shoplifting chaos will be done next week and this yearbook deadline is done and i have friends and there hasnt been any bull at home. i think the only problem now is i have shit for money, my dad is laid off and ( Read more... )

it hit me that i missed sean and i called him and dumped nate soon after. nate has had a hard time but he is doing better than sean did. i decided it wasnt fair to anyone to drag nate along like this, i was told this i knew i should have dumped him from the begining but it was just easier to stay.

fuck, anyway, i am single and me and sean may end ( Read more... )

yea so me and leann talked, for a while we were just argueing back and forth which was getting us no where so i said we need to just drop it, handle it like a guy would. be like "fuck you"...."fuck you too"......"ok lets go pick up some chicks."
so in a sence thats what we did which is what i was hopeing for. hopefully there is stuff goin on after ( Read more... )

yea, so i've been in a good mood, untill now, i just read seans live journal and now i'm kinda worried cause he wrote lyrics to some depressing song talkin about waiting for death and such, i know its just lyrics but still, it makes me worried, as the great tom once said "theres truth behind every lie."

sean, if you read this, can i please have my ( Read more... )

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last night me and nate had a talk if we should be together, he said "sometimes i wonder if i took something that really does belong to sean."

we are still together. we do care about each other and where else am i going to go.

leann isnt talking to me, tom was saying that if she doesnt have the nerve to talk to my face, then whatever and i have to ( Read more... )

                            
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1. i'm sorry i used a synonym for allienating. i will be sure not to use the word "antisocial" or any other synonym. i deffinetly want to be allienated and not anti social, there sure is a big difference........

2. i may sleep at the apartment but who the fuck are you to tell me what i do otherwise, most of the time we are in lansing or sledding ( Read more... )

well thanks leann for telling me what i should do. whatever you think, you DID get me to do this, you gave me that extra push, other wise i know i never would have done it. and what is this shit that i am cheating on sean, i'm not even with him. he hates me and never talks to me except to get money and past gifts he's given me, returned to him. i'm ( Read more... )