I hate this ( Read more... )

This is a strange liberation. A disturbing determination. And it is a pity that I cannot quite put my finger on exactly what is going on in my head. It seems as though I depend on words to make real what I mean, to actualize it, bring it to earth. In a sense I suppose it is the understanding I get from seeing it strung together in common english ( Read more... )

What is there to write after such a long absence ( Read more... )

I'm in love with atmospheric pressure, clouds that look like exploding marshmallows, neon lights, city streets, lamps, pocketwatches, elegance, people, contradictions, lips and eyes, hands with calluses, trees, shards of particles, stickers, roses and sunflowers, pointlessness, meaning, inadequate art, strokes of paint, brushes, rings, materials, ( Read more... )

This day has been remarkable.

Lines,
Letters,
Music,
Words,
Expression,
Meaning.

Just a reminder.

And my expected statement of the weekend: Everything.

Which isn't much of a statement at all.

But I'm tired so I'm going to sleep now.

Do I not feel like shit. Today was not an exception. My body is giving out on me. I can no longer see straight or think clearly. Shaking uncontrollably is apparently my new hobby and gravity has become increasingly overwhelming. If I'm not dying then god damn, I need to get a grip ( Read more... )

The world is out of focus, that is, my world is out of focus. My being is peiced together by alien shards of wisdom and childish dreams. The downside is that they cannot manage to fit with anything else. However any fears derived from the idea of potentially clashing with existence has been relieved by a lovely sense of apathy. Indifference is a ( Read more... )

Heaven all around me. Oh, but here comes your man. Walking down the street, you'd recognize that skin and bones profile anywhere. He won't turn his head, no he'll stare straight ahead and watch you watch him out of the corner of his eye, stepping along to the rythms resounding in his discman. It's a stupid game people play, it's a stupid notion ( Read more... )

FUCK.