Breaking my resolutions... I resolved to quit smoking... to quit taking drugs (even on a recreational fashion)... I also resolved to stop attending RAVES (which further the drug use)... well I have done none of those and I don't think I want to stop either... I smoke maybe half a pack a week (down from pack and a half a day... go me)... I've never ( Read more... )

threw caution to the wind and came out on top :-D

yea that covers about how I feel right now... save for the burning question yet answered... WHAT THE FUCK??? I seriously sacrificed everything I had for the family and the best they can return in favor is a tank of gas and $35 dollars... $35 that was already mine... I fell for Sharry and the best she can give as I leave is a stare... Chris, Reid, ( Read more... )

It starts with a sword... I can see the sword soaked with blood in my hand... I look up and then I see the field... bodies everywhere, there are men running at me... I turn behind me and there are two lines of soldiers behind me 6 ranks each... the back row chants as they began there distanced assault... the front row chinks their sword against ( Read more... )

Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. Our nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice is technology ( Read more... )

I need you...

That is plain and simple...

I need you... more than you know it...

I need you to show me what it is to understand emotion...

I need you to show me what it is to love...

I need you to show me what it is to live...

I need you to show me the world...

I need you...

I have to conquer myself ( Read more... )

My first apartment, while I didn't live in it as long as the other roommates, but none the less I have a slight attachment to the place... I'm am going to miss it. However the prospect of leaving this place finally and maybe getting the fuck away this time is blessing, so many haunting memories down every street. I've lived in Allen for the better ( Read more... )

Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Bandera, TX ( Read more... )

possibly moving to london in 2-3 months so i must say bye now if i don't say it to your face