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Title : Be there for him
Beta : yuki_3
Genre : Angst, Romance
Pairing : Changmin x Minho
Length : One shot
Rating : PG
Summary : I knew it had been a hard time for him but I never guessed he had suffered from it this much.
‘I’m bored ):’
A smile appeared on my face when I read Changmin’s message. I put my phone on the table and continued listening to our manager with my members. However, I couldn’t ignore the sound of my vibrating cell phone. I took it once again and glanced at the others before getting my attention back to the phone, and then I received another message from my boyfriend.
‘Come on, entertain me or sth D:’
I was about to reply him but I couldn’t as we were supposed to go on stage. Crap. Work was work after all; I’d to focus because they always say time is money. The guys and I practiced our Lucifer dance for thirty minutes since we were invited to a TV show. We got back in our dressing room to talk about future performances and think about other things like our hair and clothes.
Time passed so fast that I almost forgot my phone. Damn, Changmin would kill me.
‘I’m waiting u.u’
‘Still waiting >.>’
‘…’
‘Come on, just say sth .__.’
‘So now u ignore meh? D’:’
‘OMG u do ignore meh D8’
‘I’m sooo gonna kill u. Just w8 nd see DD8<’
I was so screwed.
I was really stressed; I still didn’t know how he would get his revenge. I was dead meat. Beside, we had to wait at least another hour, which was a torture to me. Fear was increasing little by little in my mind until I couldn’t stop thinking about how I would be punished. I knew it was sort of a game between us and that it was never serious, but still, you didn’t mess up with Shim Changmin and get away with it.
I immediately remembered the time I forgot to show up at some place three months ago. The day after, I found my slippers covered with shaving foam. The thing is, I like to wear my slippers every morning when I wake up because I don’t like to walk bare foot, so that morning was the most awful morning in my life.
I chuckled until my smile faded as I realized it was already 7:30pm. I should buy him some food, it worked every time. I left my band mates in a rush while heading to the first supermarket I saw. I was finally back home fifteen minutes later.
Tiptoeing, I entered the apartment Changmin and I shared and went to the kitchen. I noticed that the place was quiet. Too quiet. What if he had already planned his trap? Taking a deep breath, I put the plastic bag on the counter and walked to the living room. I didn’t see anybody until I recognized my boyfriend’s silhouette in our bedroom.
The latter, who was sitting on the bed, was laying still. That was weird. That was why I went to the doorframe and watched him silently until I heard him sobbing. Okay, I might have ignored him, but I couldn’t understand why he would cry for this. I went closer and watched him trying to choke back his tears. I felt my heart aching, I didn’t like to see him suffering and I still didn’t know why he was crying.
Changmin was so immerse in his misery that he didn’t even acknowledge my presence. I sat next to him and noticed that he had something in his hands. When I stared carefully at the paper he was holding, everything was clear and I immediately understood the reason behind his state.
He was holding a photo of five persons including him standing so close to each other. His band. They looked so cheerful that I couldn’t help but smile. Even if I already knew how close they were, I never thought they were actually sharing such a strong bond. It wasn’t just a band; he even told me that he considered them as a family. I guess I finally managed to get the real meaning of his words at this moment.
Changmin didn’t move when I put a hand on his shoulder. I wanted to do something for him. I needed him to know that I would be here for him. I knew that he didn’t like to cry in front of someone but the pain was so huge that he couldn’t hold back his tears. It was hurting me too.
I didn’t dare to utter a word because I didn’t think he needed to hear an ‘Everything will be okay’ when we didn’t know if they would. We stayed silent for a few minutes until he whispered
“Hold me, please.”
He was almost begging me to embrace him; it was unexpected.
I welcomed him in my arms before tightening my hug. Few seconds later, he finally burst into tears against my chest. My hand stroked his back slowly. I hoped that this small action would calm him down.
I knew this whole situation was hard to bear and oppressive and I wondered many times how he found the strength to smile, to tease and to live. I never dared to ask him that, it was taboo.
Seconds turned into minutes, minutes into hours and Changmin was still crying. I was completely lost, I’d never felt so useless in my life. But as long as he would need me, I’d be there for him.
A/N: Hi guys! I hope you liked this! It's my ffirst time writing about this pairing I worship so much ;__;
Leave a comment? :D
Beta : yuki_3
Genre : Angst, Romance
Pairing : Changmin x Minho
Length : One shot
Rating : PG
Summary : I knew it had been a hard time for him but I never guessed he had suffered from it this much.
‘I’m bored ):’
A smile appeared on my face when I read Changmin’s message. I put my phone on the table and continued listening to our manager with my members. However, I couldn’t ignore the sound of my vibrating cell phone. I took it once again and glanced at the others before getting my attention back to the phone, and then I received another message from my boyfriend.
‘Come on, entertain me or sth D:’
I was about to reply him but I couldn’t as we were supposed to go on stage. Crap. Work was work after all; I’d to focus because they always say time is money. The guys and I practiced our Lucifer dance for thirty minutes since we were invited to a TV show. We got back in our dressing room to talk about future performances and think about other things like our hair and clothes.
Time passed so fast that I almost forgot my phone. Damn, Changmin would kill me.
‘I’m waiting u.u’
‘Still waiting >.>’
‘…’
‘Come on, just say sth .__.’
‘So now u ignore meh? D’:’
‘OMG u do ignore meh D8’
‘I’m sooo gonna kill u. Just w8 nd see DD8<’
I was so screwed.
I was really stressed; I still didn’t know how he would get his revenge. I was dead meat. Beside, we had to wait at least another hour, which was a torture to me. Fear was increasing little by little in my mind until I couldn’t stop thinking about how I would be punished. I knew it was sort of a game between us and that it was never serious, but still, you didn’t mess up with Shim Changmin and get away with it.
I immediately remembered the time I forgot to show up at some place three months ago. The day after, I found my slippers covered with shaving foam. The thing is, I like to wear my slippers every morning when I wake up because I don’t like to walk bare foot, so that morning was the most awful morning in my life.
I chuckled until my smile faded as I realized it was already 7:30pm. I should buy him some food, it worked every time. I left my band mates in a rush while heading to the first supermarket I saw. I was finally back home fifteen minutes later.
Tiptoeing, I entered the apartment Changmin and I shared and went to the kitchen. I noticed that the place was quiet. Too quiet. What if he had already planned his trap? Taking a deep breath, I put the plastic bag on the counter and walked to the living room. I didn’t see anybody until I recognized my boyfriend’s silhouette in our bedroom.
The latter, who was sitting on the bed, was laying still. That was weird. That was why I went to the doorframe and watched him silently until I heard him sobbing. Okay, I might have ignored him, but I couldn’t understand why he would cry for this. I went closer and watched him trying to choke back his tears. I felt my heart aching, I didn’t like to see him suffering and I still didn’t know why he was crying.
Changmin was so immerse in his misery that he didn’t even acknowledge my presence. I sat next to him and noticed that he had something in his hands. When I stared carefully at the paper he was holding, everything was clear and I immediately understood the reason behind his state.
He was holding a photo of five persons including him standing so close to each other. His band. They looked so cheerful that I couldn’t help but smile. Even if I already knew how close they were, I never thought they were actually sharing such a strong bond. It wasn’t just a band; he even told me that he considered them as a family. I guess I finally managed to get the real meaning of his words at this moment.
Changmin didn’t move when I put a hand on his shoulder. I wanted to do something for him. I needed him to know that I would be here for him. I knew that he didn’t like to cry in front of someone but the pain was so huge that he couldn’t hold back his tears. It was hurting me too.
I didn’t dare to utter a word because I didn’t think he needed to hear an ‘Everything will be okay’ when we didn’t know if they would. We stayed silent for a few minutes until he whispered
“Hold me, please.”
He was almost begging me to embrace him; it was unexpected.
I welcomed him in my arms before tightening my hug. Few seconds later, he finally burst into tears against my chest. My hand stroked his back slowly. I hoped that this small action would calm him down.
I knew this whole situation was hard to bear and oppressive and I wondered many times how he found the strength to smile, to tease and to live. I never dared to ask him that, it was taboo.
Seconds turned into minutes, minutes into hours and Changmin was still crying. I was completely lost, I’d never felt so useless in my life. But as long as he would need me, I’d be there for him.
A/N: Hi guys! I hope you liked this! It's my ffirst time writing about this pairing I worship so much ;__;
Leave a comment? :D