i feel like i've really crawled out of hell, and i don't want to go back. this week... and it's not even over has really done a number on my sanity. First the day started out so damn good, i thought that it was going to fix the damage done on other days. but it really really didn't at all ( Read more... )

"i want to fight... i want to prove i'm right ( Read more... )

yeah... so things have been working out, and NOT working out... which is SHIT. i lost a pretty good friend a few days ago, and she's never coming back... but i don't want to go into it ( Read more... )

eh, fun day fun day... and that's a LIE! holy hell... i don't think i've ever had so much to rant on before... considering i haven't ranted at this in quite a while...

Squee's poking around my room... << who knows what the hell she's doing, she flipping PECKED at my bread! that i just made!! i mean it when i said she PECKED!! she took little bits ( Read more... )

oh gods ( Read more... )

... i think i've fully let go of the banister... i've never felt my heart pounding so hard and so fully in my ears ( Read more... )

it's been a long ass day... good thing tho! the scenario that i busted my ass on... i got 100%!! i was so happy to hear about that ( Read more... )

i'm too damn trusting, it seems that i'm the kind of person that can be walked all over with no thought ( Read more... )

woo! i finished my scenario on time, then found out that one of my friends had started the whole thing that sunday... it was due tuesday. And my best friend turned it in LATE! i was so angry at her! then today she left ruts in my driveway by peeling in... dada was sitting right at the end of the drive to boot. >.< so now mom won't let me ride with ( Read more... )

i've found out today that music influences me ( Read more... )