Wow. Is all I can really say right now. I really thought about things today. My life, relationships with friends, my friends, school, family, and God. Just everything ( Read more... )

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All along i thought maybe, just maybe he liked me.
I mean he kinda made it obvious but then not really.
But now, now i know the truth.
He doesn't and he never did.
He likes my friend. Of all people.
That, that right there sliced right through me.
It hurt.

These are 2 poems that my sister wrote last night while i was at church. I had no idea she felt this way but i'm glad she wrote them and expressed her feelings to me. She loves me so much and she is really proud of me now. Haha ok here they are ( Read more... )

Let me just say that any of you who don't believe in God is missing out. I'm not dissing you in any way I'm trying to tell you that he loves you so why don't you love him back? you know? It's always there and so is He. He will never turn his back on you and leave. He loves you SO much and if you could just let Him into your heart you would feel how ( Read more... )

UmMmMmm...I'm thinking of taking a LONG time off from LJ or just not use it anymore. I have been thinking bout this for some time now. I mean lately i have found more things to do that are more meaningful than wasting my time away in front of a screen. IDK i'm starting to learn more things about myself? hah yea just go with it. It's like i'm ( Read more... )

A - Age you got your first kiss: 14 ( Read more... )

Well this weekend was pretty fun. On Friday I got my hurr died. I like it actually now that i'm getting used to it. Saturday after my hectic job at 4 I picked up Catherine to spend the night.  It was great. We watched Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind. I thought it was really good. It is so on my favorite list. We were up forever just talking ( Read more... )

oh god idk. It's just not BLONDE. ugh blonde is better. waay better. idk but i don't think the brown came out right or something i think i wanted it to be darker. i cried..... what's new.

ok.....well since NO ONE is updating and i'm quite bored i might as well stop my week break from LJ...um right now i am just really confused? how soon is soon? i don't get it. it's like i said those things for no reason. idk maybe i just have to be confused a little longer but seeing as how someone is fine now i still dont get it. and is it just me ( Read more... )