fuck up

[mushmush]

im a fuck p, i fucked up again this is how i see myself. i forgot what it was like to feel hatred towards oneself. i forgot how your mind takes over and tells you hurt yourself hurt yourself, everyone else is so now you do it. this may seem negative but that is how i feel, i cant believe how mch i have grown up since i last felt like this. i can

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[shoe5005]

you cut yourself recently?

[mushmush]

no. i havent done it for about 4 to 5 years. the urge lately has been unbearable like im addicted to some drug. i have fought it for the moment.
thanks for asking :)