Please understand me.
Hello. How is everyone? :)
The point of this post is that, in the past few days, I've received a huge amount of messages regarding my decision to stop writing and most of them think that it is because I am turning my back from the YunJae fandom and honestly, it's riling me up.
As far as I am concern, I stated clearly on my recent post the reason why I will stop writing. I need change and I do not like to write anymore. I never mentioned anything about leaving the YJ fandom and joining "EXO's MOST POPULAR COUPLE HUNHAN" (i quoted that from one of the messages I received) and someone also did show her malice on my username on tumblr which is ohluhanimnida. I mean, the fuck!? i never imagined that i would be so obligated to relate YUNJAE on everything that I do and people who I considered to be my friend on LJ do not have any right to hate because of my decision.
Behind being a writer, I am also a person whose life has more drama than the fanfictions I write. I am a good person but I also have limitations. I appreciate everything my readers says, yes, I am an emotional shit but I only want people to understand me. I enjoyed writing before but lately, i just feel obligated to do it and i always consider how many readers will be pleased to my updates and it is burdening on my part. I can just leave and left you all hanging to wait for my update but i didn't. I am here explaining myself hoping you guys would understand me. If all of you hates the idea of deleting my stories then say so it is so easy to open them all, i can't bear to be hated because of something that I'll never regret doing.
If other writers can leave in peace when they've decided to stop writing, why can't I? I am not even half as good as them and I have a good number of haters, mind you all. Can't people just be happy for me, even for once.
The point of this post is that, in the past few days, I've received a huge amount of messages regarding my decision to stop writing and most of them think that it is because I am turning my back from the YunJae fandom and honestly, it's riling me up.
As far as I am concern, I stated clearly on my recent post the reason why I will stop writing. I need change and I do not like to write anymore. I never mentioned anything about leaving the YJ fandom and joining "EXO's MOST POPULAR COUPLE HUNHAN" (i quoted that from one of the messages I received) and someone also did show her malice on my username on tumblr which is ohluhanimnida. I mean, the fuck!? i never imagined that i would be so obligated to relate YUNJAE on everything that I do and people who I considered to be my friend on LJ do not have any right to hate because of my decision.
Behind being a writer, I am also a person whose life has more drama than the fanfictions I write. I am a good person but I also have limitations. I appreciate everything my readers says, yes, I am an emotional shit but I only want people to understand me. I enjoyed writing before but lately, i just feel obligated to do it and i always consider how many readers will be pleased to my updates and it is burdening on my part. I can just leave and left you all hanging to wait for my update but i didn't. I am here explaining myself hoping you guys would understand me. If all of you hates the idea of deleting my stories then say so it is so easy to open them all, i can't bear to be hated because of something that I'll never regret doing.
If other writers can leave in peace when they've decided to stop writing, why can't I? I am not even half as good as them and I have a good number of haters, mind you all. Can't people just be happy for me, even for once.