so yah im still here...i know i havent written in here in forever....but now i actually have stuff to write about...i really am just here to vent i hope that is ok with everyone...so yah the last week or so i haev really had a ton of time to think....thinking gets you depressed and that is where i am now...i dont want this entry to make anyone feel ( Read more... )

yah so this stupid kid decideded to play a big joke on me...he thought it was so funny...well yah so told me he was moving to NY..and i believed him...so he wanted me to meet him somewhere and i was like ok..your leaveing..sure well then he tells me hes just kidding after like a day and a half..but he really had me giong..i was like aww..but you ( Read more... )

well we got in a huge fight yesterday..and im sorry..i was wrong i should not haev said that stuff the way i did..but i needed to let you know..i could not keep it in anymore..and i didnt mean for it to come across the way it did..im sorry...BUT i dont appreciate you telling ppl that i hate you and that its only bc of the morning thing and justin.. ( Read more... )

well we WON state...we beat parkview...sorry guys..(jesse and zach)...its ok though...it was such a blast...yah so i dont have time to say much more except that i hate school and most of the ppl in it..i dk...sorry..im done

wow i love wrestling..and those who know me know i love it so much!!lol...sometimes jsut a little obsessed!well yah so we have state duals this friday and saturday so i get to miss school on friday!!great ( Read more... )

yah so back to a full week of school and it just SUCKS...i hate it...only one more semester..i can do it...lol..well yah so this weekend was one of the worsts for me and those around me...i dont understand why you did it to her...she didnt deserve it...well yah no more on that....so the weekend for me..i had a friend and they went through somethign ( Read more... )

yah so christmas break is slowly winding down and school is about to pick up again..wow i cant believe i only have one more semester of high school left...that is a crazy thought..and i dont have my life planned out for next year yet and it scares me...well yah so this break has been an intresting one...lexi hasnt been here so i really miss her...i ( Read more... )

well its christmas day...it doesnt feel like it..but it has been awesome!!we got an eyetoy and a ddr mat...its so awesome!that is what we have been doing all day long!well yah so christmas alone i guess is not as bad as i thought...bc i dont have to be around all those who haev someone...what do i do..i need some help here the situation....we ( Read more... )

yah so we talked today and it got kinda heated...and im sorry about that..and im sorry that you feel the way you do..i didnt mean for you to feel like i was trying to be bigger then you or anything...you are one of my best friends and we are going to go through our bumpy times and im sorry...i know this is my fault i have just been feeling really ( Read more... )

i just wanted to say good luck to everyone on their finals ( Read more... )