The movie made me think of Natalya. Yea... I still haven't really spoke with her for almost six months. And I still think about her everyday
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hm, steve..perhaps my anger and quick to respond nature got the better of me, but i think your attitude about natalya is unfair to jenna. cruel actually. i think jenna is a wonderful girl and she deserves ALL of your love and affection. she should not ever be someone you are settling for, and should not be expected to be ok with it if you ARE settling for her. i am sorry i left an anonymous judgemental comment, but i accidentally found your livejournal, read your entry, and i happen to have a very high opinion of jenna, and had a higher opinion of you. i'm sorry my blunt comment offended you, but i couldn't just turn off my computer and go to sleep feeling so horrible about what i read. i wish i didnt read it, and i dont even know why i get so angry about things. jenna was kind and outgoing to me at little shop when no one else was and has since been a giving person to me and always easy to talk to. it hurts me to read that she doesnt have everything she deserves from you, especially when i know how how much she cares for you
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Steph, I do understand where you coming from as most would, ive thought about what you have just said, I do not settle with jenna because i do not have Natalya...I dont "want" natalya, i want her to be my friend, to be in my life somewhat, I truly love very few people, and Natalya and Jenna are both ones of the few, not one more than the other, but different, I only wish Natalya to be my friend, to not hate me, to be able to talk to me, and because i love her in a non relationship kind of way, ill keep trying, i owe it to her and myself. As for Jenna, i love her as anyone would love someone so great, wonderful, and as true as her. I took her for granted once and it cost me, now i make sure that she has everything i can offer, so please, dont be mislead when i say that i still try to talk to natalya, it is only because i would like her to be my friend.
well, you really hurt one friend of mine with your attitude about your past relationships. i dont want to see jenna feel the same way, which i feel she probably will. i dont see why anyone you were dating wouldn't end up feeling like they were mediocre if they read that. i know how i would feel. i don't want to see jenna feel that way
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