I've always been the helper, the listener. It always seems that people come to me with their problems, for whatever the reason. I never really cared much, I just knew that I was someone people came to. And I hate it when I see people hurting, so I try to help them. I do my best to not invade privacy and step over a line, or whatever, I try to ( Read more... )

Ever have one of those days when you just feel like a horrible person? That's been today for me. I'm starting to feel just a little bit more healthy, thank god, but I'm still coughing more than I'd like, so that's not helping matters. I've been cranky almost all day, and I fee like I'm taking it out on other people who don't deserve it ( Read more... )

The Uninvited opened last night. It went decently well. Yes, just OK. I wasn't exactly happy with some things, it seemed that there were some sound issues, but I could have been wrong. Mom really surprised me last night. She had told me that she probably wasn't going to make it to the show this weekend, but everybody is going to come next ( Read more... )

For the first time in about two months I got a good night's sleep. An actual night where I dind't wake up half way through the night because I was coughing, or was having trouble breathing. A night where it didn't take ages to fall asleep, or where I wasn't tossing and turning all night. A night where I woke up feeling somewhat rested, not still ( Read more... )

I've had about as much as I can handle with this show. Honestly, I don't need them to be this mean ( Read more... )

I am so angry with myself right now. I don't know why, but Kenny has been on my mind a lot lately. I don't miss him, I actually don't even like him much anymore. Just the more I think about him and the better my relationship get's with Justin, the more I realize how bad it was with Kenny. He wasn't a good boyfriend, and he wasn't really even a ( Read more... )

Goddamn alternator in my stupid car. WHY do you have to die on my on my way home from school? And why do you have to be so fucking expensive? I can't afford to pay for you and school and books and saving for next year's tuition ( Read more... )

I'm finally registered for next quarter! I CANNOT tell you what a relief that is! Just ask my mom or Justin, I called both of them in tears yesterday because I was so stressed about trying to get into my classes. I don't really want to go into it anymore, because I've got it all taken care of now, but basically they were telling me I didn't have ( Read more... )

Well, tomorrow's the big day. For one, it's Justin's birthday. Hopefully, since we're not sure yet, we'll both have the night off work so that we can go to the Miami Hockey game tomorrow night. Not only that, but if we do get off work I'm going to be spending most of the day at his house, and having dinner with his parents. It's a bit ( Read more... )

I met Justin's mom today. It went well, I think, I hope. I didn't really get to talk to her much, as we just surprised her at her office, but I still met the woman. She seems really nice, and hopefully one day I'll get her to like me like she liked his ex. I really hope she'll like me, and not see me as the girl who broke their relationship up ( Read more... )