I feel like shit, i dont want to mow the lawn today, i thought that by eating some cake i'd feel better but i feel worse, my mom knows im gay, im not allowed to talk to Krystal on the phone anymore, my parents make me frustrated, school makes me frustrated, just about everything makes me frustrated these days, and i seriously think that im going ( Read more... )

Saying I love you ( Read more... )

ok so my mom knows im gay now. we were talking about something, then she asked why i hang out with lesbians all the time, and asked if i were attracted to girls and i told her yes. And God was involved throughout this whole conversation. but she said that she wont tell anyone else, and she will love me no matter what. i guess thats good, but she ( Read more... )

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Im usually still sleeping at this hour, but i stayed the night at my friend Danielle house with Sara and Miachelle and Sara has to work at 10:00am so we had to leave Danielles early. We went to the corn maze last night, which was pretty lame because there werent any people there. Spencer tackled Sara into the corn and she lost her camera. (He's ( Read more... )

Tonight was great fun...for the most part. Me, Cj, Liz, and Ashley all went to Hooters for dinner, and let me tell you, out of all the Hooters girls, there were only 2 or 3 that were actually good looking. But i had a great time anyways. I still have a thing for Ashley. I havent told many people about this but i really miss her and i wish that ( Read more... )

im looking over my past posts, gosh im such a douche...lol. I went to art in the park today, that was fucking cool. I saw some hooters girls, that was pretty hott. After that i went walking down-town for about an hour or so. i bought some shrimp friend rice that was the bomb and i bought a CD from Kittie called Safe from the Record Exchange, and ( Read more... )

Hello all. Im soo fricken bored right now. I have nothing to do, and i really wish i did ( Read more... )

I find myself going to your MySpace page and finding your pictures. I look at them and stare at them, wishing i was beside you in every one. I wish i could frame you in my mind so you'd be a memory kept forever. I wish i could tattoo you in my skin, and you'd never fade away. I wish that your blood was my blood, my blood and yours, together we'd be ( Read more... )

What the FUCK ( Read more... )