The intresting idea about Ikea is that the material they use is cheap; but all the labour is done by legal citzens of Sweeden. Most of them probably being Turkish, Czech, Yugo-whatever, Lativian, Estonian, blah blah, to sum up, by people darker then Sweeds. BUt intrestingly enough, they get decent benifits, and a decent paycheck. hmmm, i wish i ( Read more... )

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Behold, this estatic radical feel within me; it is as if Dionysus himself has bestowed upon me his spirit and began the groundwork for dispelling the Lie of Apollo; forever shall this estatic spirit rest inside. Romanticism, my friends, is dead; along with the gods and traditions that associate with its backward, rigid art. This new spirit is ( Read more... )

finished ear training cards, need to do theroy; have DSP today and gamelan... mmmm; starting monday no weed for bed time must have a steady mind; gah, i feel like i am typing on a french keyboard, expect i can't do cool "accents" but there *is* a euro key. the desire for a woman here is great, soon but not to distract my studies and Reich, music ( Read more... )

strange... how people act sometimes; fickle creatures they are; CalArts is wonderful but today depression set it, most notabley the consitency of mockery and looking down upon, *shrug* i can drive high now somehow, a good skill to acquire; monday classes start 21 units to do (too much! :P) class on Neiztche, Song/Silence, African and Balinese Music ( Read more... )

mmm, men are pigs, did you know that? especially fathers who promise to be a new man and help support you and then fail on their promise with regards to not acceptting his other son, or my brother; pretty shaken right now to say the least, but you know what? fuck him, and fuck his lies he's been telling me for 18 years; i can't belive i was such a ( Read more... )

In the spirit of playing Music for 18 musicians, i put good ol' Reich back. LA was nuts, a smokey armenian driver took from burbank to cal arts, which there was a a much too elaborate drum recording going on, and a steinway was being redone, (an inane amount of work) but other then that, it was deserted; i read the ambient century and talked and ( Read more... )

as someone wise once said " Women are very much like a computer" i am sorry if you don't get that, but if you do i hope you agree; it seems that most everyone (males) know those particlar programs and software settings that make women swoon; i think i must be like spyware, i ifest you and then screw you up intill you crash; and erase me; wow, these ( Read more... )

i really don't see the point of life anymore; i look at my mother and grandmother and they fight and my grandmother makes my mother deprsed in which in turn she verbally abuses me in which then i get mad at bubba and the world... thsi repeats and goes in diffrent cycles; ill compose music but of course it will never out do modern jazz or indie ( Read more... )

that fucking potter book.... its too sad, i finished it 6 hours ago and i am still upset! (kate, fuck the cute subplots of the last books, skim through the 5th and start reading the 6TH i need someone to discuss it with!!!!! GAHH, *breathes*) thats what youy get when you willingly suspend disbelief to the point i do ( iam always like this) d' ( Read more... )